PeaceANDchips
Rising Star
Well I first had this dream as follows:
I have attempted spice twice and on both times burned the spice. The second time using a classics VG I barley put the flame
near the bowl and it still burned so I will need practice on that. I got as far as the carrier sound and focusing on one spot
made everything seem to float and dissipate. The trees outside grew brighter in fact everything seemed to get brighter and
have not double vision but triple where there was a yellow hue on the bottom and more red orange on top if that makes sense.
After my second try I was really disappointed in not figuring out how to correctly vaporize and for the next 2 hours or so I just felt that way for some reason.
Then as the day went on I just started to get this old flame under me that has been lost for so many years now. I started to
tackle all the jobs around the house and everything that I had been putting off for a long time. I am reassuring my
grandmother consistently that everything will be ok and I love her and just want her to be comfortable.
I have snoopy neighbors all around me but that day(and still to this day) I just wanted to give everyone love and ended up
talking to one for 20 minutes which would usually equal a months worth before. Even now as I write this I am getting this
euphoric feeling and love. I just want to hug people and help anyone in any way possible.
The last few days I have not wanted to even try to go into hyperspace and although there will be a time, I can not even fathom
what it will show or teach me. I have not even seen any visuals! except for a 5-8 second of a very very faint color scheme of
what looks like tools 10,000 days cd print without the eye of course.
My grandma and I have found a much better place to live which all just seemed to fit in place like everything was meant to
happen at this time all at once. Can spice really have this profound effect without even seeing visuals or breaking through?
Could this all be a placebo maybe from the excitement I have for finally being able to learn from it? I don't know but Im sure
others will say yes and I for one believe it does.
Again...I cannot even fathom what will happen when I do breakthrough. I love everyone and everyone on nexus. Until I
breakthrough I shall continue to annihilate everything that has suppressed me the last few years.
Thank you to everyone :d :lol: :d 8)
I have attempted spice twice and on both times burned the spice. The second time using a classics VG I barley put the flame
near the bowl and it still burned so I will need practice on that. I got as far as the carrier sound and focusing on one spot
made everything seem to float and dissipate. The trees outside grew brighter in fact everything seemed to get brighter and
have not double vision but triple where there was a yellow hue on the bottom and more red orange on top if that makes sense.
After my second try I was really disappointed in not figuring out how to correctly vaporize and for the next 2 hours or so I just felt that way for some reason.
Then as the day went on I just started to get this old flame under me that has been lost for so many years now. I started to
tackle all the jobs around the house and everything that I had been putting off for a long time. I am reassuring my
grandmother consistently that everything will be ok and I love her and just want her to be comfortable.
I have snoopy neighbors all around me but that day(and still to this day) I just wanted to give everyone love and ended up
talking to one for 20 minutes which would usually equal a months worth before. Even now as I write this I am getting this
euphoric feeling and love. I just want to hug people and help anyone in any way possible.
The last few days I have not wanted to even try to go into hyperspace and although there will be a time, I can not even fathom
what it will show or teach me. I have not even seen any visuals! except for a 5-8 second of a very very faint color scheme of
what looks like tools 10,000 days cd print without the eye of course.
My grandma and I have found a much better place to live which all just seemed to fit in place like everything was meant to
happen at this time all at once. Can spice really have this profound effect without even seeing visuals or breaking through?
Could this all be a placebo maybe from the excitement I have for finally being able to learn from it? I don't know but Im sure
others will say yes and I for one believe it does.
Again...I cannot even fathom what will happen when I do breakthrough. I love everyone and everyone on nexus. Until I
breakthrough I shall continue to annihilate everything that has suppressed me the last few years.
Thank you to everyone :d :lol: :d
8)
