Thank you for this post, null24.

You are still a Nexian and have been throughout this process. HR is intended to give the member a place to reflect and discuss pressing issues in a safe area of the forum. In no way should you take it as a distancing from the community. In fact, it could be considered further joining the community.

It appears from your post that even the short amount of time spent in HR was good for you as you reflected on some of your actions here and outside. This is a very good sign and I truly hope you remember this post when things get tough or the world seems to be falling apart. You have a life ahead of you and it will be a much better life without the dope.

Keep up the schooling!

Cheers,

a