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Rising Star
We lack the cultural knowledge that perhaps a shipibo healer may have, however at the same time we have a lack of dogma and tradition that allows us to form and create our own methods and rituals. dose anyone think this is appropriate?
Sometimes I worry about the people around me who share my interests in these plants because they are the people I love and care about most. my partner, my friends, my family. My teacher once told me that even shamans from the amazon loose people to the plants. they can not even with all of their training bring everyone through 100 percent.
this to me was a great warning that I may loose what I love most through sharing this experience or providing it for others. My partner experienced vaporized dmt alongside me at the time and It has been such a huge guiding experience for both of us solidly helping us to navigate our own imagination and inspiring a lot of artworks (they are also a very talented artist). I love them so much that the idea that I could have any responsibility for hurting them in some way really frightens me yet they are very very interested in pursuing the plants as am I for the same reasons. I am confronted with the reality that we must develop our own method and that perhaps the desire to go to the amazon to consume the plant directly from the source is misguided...
or not. many tribes really have vast amounts of knowledge stretching back tens of thousands of years. what do people think about pursuing these plants without any real shamanic training?
Sometimes I worry about the people around me who share my interests in these plants because they are the people I love and care about most. my partner, my friends, my family. My teacher once told me that even shamans from the amazon loose people to the plants. they can not even with all of their training bring everyone through 100 percent.
this to me was a great warning that I may loose what I love most through sharing this experience or providing it for others. My partner experienced vaporized dmt alongside me at the time and It has been such a huge guiding experience for both of us solidly helping us to navigate our own imagination and inspiring a lot of artworks (they are also a very talented artist). I love them so much that the idea that I could have any responsibility for hurting them in some way really frightens me yet they are very very interested in pursuing the plants as am I for the same reasons. I am confronted with the reality that we must develop our own method and that perhaps the desire to go to the amazon to consume the plant directly from the source is misguided...
or not. many tribes really have vast amounts of knowledge stretching back tens of thousands of years. what do people think about pursuing these plants without any real shamanic training?
Most of the time i also will take some cacao beans and burry them outside the house at the end of the trip. It is one of the ways of saying thank you. Sometimes i will make a cacao drink. This increases the visual aspect for sure but they also have said the "little saints" like the cacao. SOMETIMES if i really plan to go deep i will even make up a mix of tobacco and pickling lime wich they did for protection. However i dont follow ALL their rules i dont set up a alter with pictures of mother mary and other saints. Sometimes i like to get up and go outside. Wich is something they didnt really do. as far as i know your supposed to stay in the house until the experience is over.