PsyloCiBeen
In Silence I Been
So have been battling with alcohol consumption a bit now, its been having me put off serious mushroom and changa explorations and generally been a daily occurrence. My drinking was becoming excessive, so much it was like I was running away from myself and the psychedelic state. Something had to be done. At a flea market bookstall, I picked up an amazing book called Natural Highs, it had a chapter on mushrooms and dmt so I bought it. But what truly intrigues me was the part about natural substances and impulse control. So there is a nootropic called 5htp which you take it small doses which increases serotonin and another called l-tyrosine which increases dopamime levels. I knew my levels where shot out of order because of all the alcohol and my previous hard drug usage of cocaine. So I began supplementing with 5htp first and then to balance with l-tyrosine to replace the dopamime, because with too much of one the receptors downgrade the other; serotonin reduces dopamaine and vice versa. I stack these with a high potency vitamin B complex.
Now the trick with the 5htp is that I cannot imbibe alcohol at all because it will lead to serotonin syndrome, and that is one thing I am very careful about with all my psychedelic exploring with MAOI's like syrian rue. Therefore having the the 5htp first thing in the morning, prevents me from drinking that day, its a good safety valve.
On the second day of having the 5htp, driving to work in the morning listening to Collective Souls Better Now.. I suddenly was filled with uncontrollable happiness, I was smiling from ear to ear and had no idea why, the good song and the 5htp combined to make me feel on top of the world and this feeling continued for the rest of the day. A feeling I could never get again thought the 3 week regime of taking 5htp. Word of caution 5htp should not be taken continuously and never more than 200mg. I have stopped taking this after a month. Long term effects are not fully researched, its better to take St Johns Wort as it has less side effects. These two serotonin boosters work so much better than antidepressant medication with less side effects so those suffering from depression I highly recommend it, be sure to be fully weaned of your SSRI's and anti depressant medication before you do take it. It has so much less side effects its criminal the way other pharmaceuticals are pushed in comparison. Warning: I am not a doctor so please consult your general health practitioner before you decide this natural route if you are on any other medication.
What this month long abstinence from alcohol and stacking with nootropics has shown me how I was self medicating with alcohol. So my brain chemistry was out of wack through the months and years of drinking and I was continuously imbibing the same substance to me me feel better that actually caused the helter skelter situation in the first place. Supplemnting with high potency Vitamin B and vitamin C vitamins as well as zinc and magenesium have also helped me control and manage my impulses and have generally made me feel much better.
One thing I must add especially to this delightful group of psychonauts I have the pleasure of speaking to, is that this has made my mushroom journeys more powerful. In the sense that I just need a gram and a bit to have a quite strong experience, this was after a month from abstaining from alcohol and mushrooms and weed. Perhaps the balancing of my neurotransmitters were now more able to appreciate the psylocibin. My other mushroom journey two months ago with alcohol and meat still in my system required me to consume 3 grams and still not really have as a beautiful experience as this recent trip.
I highly recommend kicking the booze and doing so with the help of these impulse controlling nootropics. Im not a purist and will have a beer or glass of wine at a social but the next days the impulse is stronger so am working on being completely dry. It is still hard I still get cravings but as long as I keep my blood sugar up and eat well and supplement with vitamins they are manageable. So that is my brief tale. I have lots more to say on the subject but for now I would like to get your feedback or if anyone else has experimented with nootropics. My studies and work has improved exponentially by the way. I am more focused and able to concentrate longer on tasks and schedules. Early mornings (like 4am) are my sacred time for studying or the mushrooms. Its beautiful...
Collective Soul, Better Now, 1993
Now the trick with the 5htp is that I cannot imbibe alcohol at all because it will lead to serotonin syndrome, and that is one thing I am very careful about with all my psychedelic exploring with MAOI's like syrian rue. Therefore having the the 5htp first thing in the morning, prevents me from drinking that day, its a good safety valve.
On the second day of having the 5htp, driving to work in the morning listening to Collective Souls Better Now.. I suddenly was filled with uncontrollable happiness, I was smiling from ear to ear and had no idea why, the good song and the 5htp combined to make me feel on top of the world and this feeling continued for the rest of the day. A feeling I could never get again thought the 3 week regime of taking 5htp. Word of caution 5htp should not be taken continuously and never more than 200mg. I have stopped taking this after a month. Long term effects are not fully researched, its better to take St Johns Wort as it has less side effects. These two serotonin boosters work so much better than antidepressant medication with less side effects so those suffering from depression I highly recommend it, be sure to be fully weaned of your SSRI's and anti depressant medication before you do take it. It has so much less side effects its criminal the way other pharmaceuticals are pushed in comparison. Warning: I am not a doctor so please consult your general health practitioner before you decide this natural route if you are on any other medication.
What this month long abstinence from alcohol and stacking with nootropics has shown me how I was self medicating with alcohol. So my brain chemistry was out of wack through the months and years of drinking and I was continuously imbibing the same substance to me me feel better that actually caused the helter skelter situation in the first place. Supplemnting with high potency Vitamin B and vitamin C vitamins as well as zinc and magenesium have also helped me control and manage my impulses and have generally made me feel much better.
One thing I must add especially to this delightful group of psychonauts I have the pleasure of speaking to, is that this has made my mushroom journeys more powerful. In the sense that I just need a gram and a bit to have a quite strong experience, this was after a month from abstaining from alcohol and mushrooms and weed. Perhaps the balancing of my neurotransmitters were now more able to appreciate the psylocibin. My other mushroom journey two months ago with alcohol and meat still in my system required me to consume 3 grams and still not really have as a beautiful experience as this recent trip.
I highly recommend kicking the booze and doing so with the help of these impulse controlling nootropics. Im not a purist and will have a beer or glass of wine at a social but the next days the impulse is stronger so am working on being completely dry. It is still hard I still get cravings but as long as I keep my blood sugar up and eat well and supplement with vitamins they are manageable. So that is my brief tale. I have lots more to say on the subject but for now I would like to get your feedback or if anyone else has experimented with nootropics. My studies and work has improved exponentially by the way. I am more focused and able to concentrate longer on tasks and schedules. Early mornings (like 4am) are my sacred time for studying or the mushrooms. Its beautiful...
"Oh I'm newly calibrated
All shiny and clean
I'm your recent adaptation
Time to redefine me
Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now"
All shiny and clean
I'm your recent adaptation
Time to redefine me
Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now"
Collective Soul, Better Now, 1993