Thank you, heartbreaking for sure. Aside from treatment, spending as much time with my kids as possible has been my main focus.

I dont want this to turn into a "poor me" thread though. I am strong, healthy otherwise, and have a great attitude! I plan on having many years left to enjoy everything I can.

Its just really cool to finally join in the discussions here. I find Im ALOT less worried about my old silly fears now. Its been very liberating...