Hi, i started growing psilocybin mushrooms about a year ago and through the forums i frequent i saw discussion of many psychedelic drugs however none of them really intrigued me that much apart from DMT. over about a month i read up on DMT, trip reports, articles on erowid, extraction teks ect before finally acquiring a small amount of DMT to try.
i eyeballed 30-50mg and mixed it with some prevaped weed and put it in my vaporizer, put some music on and lay back in bed. as the vape got to temp i saw white vapor starting to build up so i started to take a hit which was very smooth considering what i had read, it didn't burn or taste bad like i expected it to but felt very "thick" and made me want to cough like you do when you breath in CO2. i exhaled to see a massive cloud of thick vapor which made me panic as its a portable vape and you never get anything like that much vapor with weed so it was a bit of a shock. i waited and after maybe 10 seconds i felt the effects coming on, i saw pretty strong hallucinations, very similar to what i get when i peak on mushrooms along with a slight body high but my mind was as clear as it could be really. i ended up slowly vaping the DMT over several minutes and it was all over in about 10 minutes which i spent most of the time with my eyes closed watching the pretty geometric patterns.
i ended up doing this several times and probably used about 300mg of DMT doing so before i got a trip that i didn't see coming.
i like before eyeballed a dose aiming for 40mg with the intent on breaking through this time. i took one long big hit and when i felt the effects coming on instead of exhaling and turning off my vape i exhaled and went for another hit.
while inhaling the second hit it suddenly hit me incredibly quickly and over about 2 seconds the trip increased by 100x, the music warped and the only thought that went through my head was OH ****
i quickly turned off my vape while i still could and put it down where it wouldn't burn me. at this point i was satisfied i didn't need to do anything which kind of settled me a bit but the intensity of the visuals that were unfolding infront of me were too much. my entire room was rapidly expanding outwards, everything was so incredibly square. i shut my eyes and saw nothing but squares, small squares expanding with a smaller square also expanding inside it of the opposite color. there was about 10 squares inside each other and they would go say bright pink/bright blue.
now, shortly after it started my thoughts went from 100% regret to being scared but also enjoying myself, being quite amazed. i thought to myself 5-7 minutes isn't that long and it is amazing so i should just enjoy it so that's what i tried to do.
the music i was listening to was bob marley (not recommended) as at the time i thought going into unknown territory bob marley vibes could prove useful and the changes in track would allow me to know how far along i was in the trip which turned out not to work as when it was over i thought i was still listening to the 1st track, i didn't notice it changing twice.
from my experience i wouldn't recommend listening to anything with lyrics as for my they were so warped it was scary, what made it so much worse though was the video on youtube was not a studio recording, it had been mixed with audio of crowds of people shouting :roll:
when i saw the hallucinations start to subside i felt a huge wave of euphoria come over me which i think was mainly relief, at that point i felt great even though i was still tripping knowing it was about to end allowed me to fully enjoy it without worry however within probably 30 seconds it was all over, i sat up and just sat there, the thought of what just happened was still blowing my mind, i got up after a while and paced around the house for hours just thinking about it.
now, at that point i fully believed i had broken through but after further reading and discussion it became apparent that it wasn't a breakthrough. the thought if that wasn't a breakthrough, then what is? sends a shiver down my spine.
so, i had used up all the DMT i had and i was far from done so i bought some MHRB and did a quick extraction yielding some nice pearly white crystalline powder.
this time i had much less to worry about, i had extracted my own product so i knew it was clean and pure, i had bought some mg scales so i could get an accurate dose, no more oh **** what if i did too much, i had some more suitable music and also knowledge to some degree at least what DMT was about.
however the three or four times i have tried since have not been the same at all and hardly great experiences, i have been weighing out 30mg aiming for where i was at last time as i think i would enjoy that fully now however i end up turning off my vape and exhaling on the first hit as soon as i feel the effects coming on and i cant put my finger on it while sober but i remember thinking oh this is why i keep doing this. its still enjoyable i think, its really hard to say.
i do want to do DMT properly but every time i attempt it now i just end up bailing out, i go in thinking i really want to take a good dose of DMT but as soon as i feel it coming on i seem to panic.
with mushrooms i have had bad trips but they have never been that bad, i have never had a trip i have regretted, and never a trip that i haven't managed to turn around and at most i just felt a bit miserable on 2-3g of mushrooms for a few hours. the thought of a bad trip on DMT really scares me though, while sober i cant think why i would have a bad trip but as soon as i feel it coming on i instantly decide its a bad idea yet i dont know why. i would of thought that with experience anxiety would lessen but it seems to get worse the more times i try it.
who knows, im certainly not done with it yet which is why i would like access to the rest of the forum. any insight would also be very much appreciated, thanks!
i eyeballed 30-50mg and mixed it with some prevaped weed and put it in my vaporizer, put some music on and lay back in bed. as the vape got to temp i saw white vapor starting to build up so i started to take a hit which was very smooth considering what i had read, it didn't burn or taste bad like i expected it to but felt very "thick" and made me want to cough like you do when you breath in CO2. i exhaled to see a massive cloud of thick vapor which made me panic as its a portable vape and you never get anything like that much vapor with weed so it was a bit of a shock. i waited and after maybe 10 seconds i felt the effects coming on, i saw pretty strong hallucinations, very similar to what i get when i peak on mushrooms along with a slight body high but my mind was as clear as it could be really. i ended up slowly vaping the DMT over several minutes and it was all over in about 10 minutes which i spent most of the time with my eyes closed watching the pretty geometric patterns.
i ended up doing this several times and probably used about 300mg of DMT doing so before i got a trip that i didn't see coming.
i like before eyeballed a dose aiming for 40mg with the intent on breaking through this time. i took one long big hit and when i felt the effects coming on instead of exhaling and turning off my vape i exhaled and went for another hit.
while inhaling the second hit it suddenly hit me incredibly quickly and over about 2 seconds the trip increased by 100x, the music warped and the only thought that went through my head was OH ****
i quickly turned off my vape while i still could and put it down where it wouldn't burn me. at this point i was satisfied i didn't need to do anything which kind of settled me a bit but the intensity of the visuals that were unfolding infront of me were too much. my entire room was rapidly expanding outwards, everything was so incredibly square. i shut my eyes and saw nothing but squares, small squares expanding with a smaller square also expanding inside it of the opposite color. there was about 10 squares inside each other and they would go say bright pink/bright blue.
now, shortly after it started my thoughts went from 100% regret to being scared but also enjoying myself, being quite amazed. i thought to myself 5-7 minutes isn't that long and it is amazing so i should just enjoy it so that's what i tried to do.
the music i was listening to was bob marley (not recommended) as at the time i thought going into unknown territory bob marley vibes could prove useful and the changes in track would allow me to know how far along i was in the trip which turned out not to work as when it was over i thought i was still listening to the 1st track, i didn't notice it changing twice.
from my experience i wouldn't recommend listening to anything with lyrics as for my they were so warped it was scary, what made it so much worse though was the video on youtube was not a studio recording, it had been mixed with audio of crowds of people shouting :roll:
when i saw the hallucinations start to subside i felt a huge wave of euphoria come over me which i think was mainly relief, at that point i felt great even though i was still tripping knowing it was about to end allowed me to fully enjoy it without worry however within probably 30 seconds it was all over, i sat up and just sat there, the thought of what just happened was still blowing my mind, i got up after a while and paced around the house for hours just thinking about it.
now, at that point i fully believed i had broken through but after further reading and discussion it became apparent that it wasn't a breakthrough. the thought if that wasn't a breakthrough, then what is? sends a shiver down my spine.
so, i had used up all the DMT i had and i was far from done so i bought some MHRB and did a quick extraction yielding some nice pearly white crystalline powder.
this time i had much less to worry about, i had extracted my own product so i knew it was clean and pure, i had bought some mg scales so i could get an accurate dose, no more oh **** what if i did too much, i had some more suitable music and also knowledge to some degree at least what DMT was about.
however the three or four times i have tried since have not been the same at all and hardly great experiences, i have been weighing out 30mg aiming for where i was at last time as i think i would enjoy that fully now however i end up turning off my vape and exhaling on the first hit as soon as i feel the effects coming on and i cant put my finger on it while sober but i remember thinking oh this is why i keep doing this. its still enjoyable i think, its really hard to say.
i do want to do DMT properly but every time i attempt it now i just end up bailing out, i go in thinking i really want to take a good dose of DMT but as soon as i feel it coming on i seem to panic.
with mushrooms i have had bad trips but they have never been that bad, i have never had a trip i have regretted, and never a trip that i haven't managed to turn around and at most i just felt a bit miserable on 2-3g of mushrooms for a few hours. the thought of a bad trip on DMT really scares me though, while sober i cant think why i would have a bad trip but as soon as i feel it coming on i instantly decide its a bad idea yet i dont know why. i would of thought that with experience anxiety would lessen but it seems to get worse the more times i try it.
who knows, im certainly not done with it yet which is why i would like access to the rest of the forum. any insight would also be very much appreciated, thanks!
