"Nothing matters. Nothing matters. Nothing matters" was told to me. There's a "place"; a "level"; a "reality", in which everything simply "is", and where "importance" simply has no place. Everything "is" despite and against the wishes of the mind. The mind is not the abode of peace, but rather of unrest, restlessness, dissatisfaction. Peace comes to us from another side, prior to the mind. Almost like a gift. The only dignity is that of "being", and we have it on loan. Being human, being a man, being a woman, being straight, homo, trans, about, after... none of that matters or is true. The "Being" is its own reality; its own importance; his own dignity.
It is before the words (which rather hide, blur that true reality); before the mind.
I went on this dmt trip, knowing it, in search of some consolation (three days ago "Old Lady", my beloved dog, died). They took me somewhere before that. Before the heartbreak. Before feelings. Previous to myself.
It is before the words (which rather hide, blur that true reality); before the mind.
I went on this dmt trip, knowing it, in search of some consolation (three days ago "Old Lady", my beloved dog, died). They took me somewhere before that. Before the heartbreak. Before feelings. Previous to myself.
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