moyshekapoyre
Rising Star
This is the 9th time I've done ayahuasca... well technically I've never done it with caapi so I've really never done ayahuasca. I prefer pharmahuasca since there is no vomiting, but next time I will try real ayahuasca.
Anyway, long story short, I was wondering, "What is the reason I keep doing ayahuasca? Why don't I ever decide to truly surrender to God?" And I decided this is the time where I would truly surrender and allow God to take over my life.
God did take over, even though I did a threshold dose and did not even have a full experience. Of course I am not referring to some external entity, since God is not an entity but rather it is the all in all. God explained to me that my mission in life is to get every human on earth to realize what I have realized, via ayahuasca preferably: we are not human. We are God. Once I do this, we shall all live in paradise eternally. This is the meaning of the 2012 prophecy. And I don't know that it will happen in 2012, but I know that it CAN happen in 2012 if we all make it our mission!
I must now meet with the world's most respected idealists in order to get them to help me spread the message.
Anyway, long story short, I was wondering, "What is the reason I keep doing ayahuasca? Why don't I ever decide to truly surrender to God?" And I decided this is the time where I would truly surrender and allow God to take over my life.
God did take over, even though I did a threshold dose and did not even have a full experience. Of course I am not referring to some external entity, since God is not an entity but rather it is the all in all. God explained to me that my mission in life is to get every human on earth to realize what I have realized, via ayahuasca preferably: we are not human. We are God. Once I do this, we shall all live in paradise eternally. This is the meaning of the 2012 prophecy. And I don't know that it will happen in 2012, but I know that it CAN happen in 2012 if we all make it our mission!
I must now meet with the world's most respected idealists in order to get them to help me spread the message.