Wow that sounds like quite the experience Purges, i've had rough experiences with introducing even mild amounts of harmalas to psilocybin, i'm sure you've learned a lot though.

As for numbers... i take them as gentle reminders, 11:11 i often notice, reminding me of the One.

Of course with numbers it can also be a self fulling prophecy, that if you look for it you will find it, i used to have quite the affinity for the number 3 and used to do all kinds of silly things in 3's, just cause i liked the number :roll:

I wouldn't take noticing numbers as anything sinister, more that lifes tapestry is woven in many ways... perhaps the numbers could be gentle reminders that everything is unfolding perfectly for you as it is, reminding you to have less doubt and more trust in the universal flow