Welcome System of a Clown,

scary bit about the 2C-E...

anyway, I enjoyed your intro essay and was wondering if you have tried dmt and if so in which way and what do you think?

How about any of the other psychedelics? I've only seen you mention sally.

Working with psychedelics can come in a lot of different forms, IMO. I used to be rather sceptical of the more frequent use but currently am pursuing it, after many long years of very infrequent use or breaks. Both have their merits, one just has to know at what point in your life which approach is more appropriate.

From what you wrote about what you are trying to attain a question arose in me: do you pursue any spiritual path or practices? Becoming free of attachments etc sounds very much like what many of the traditional eastern practices teach but also some of the newer varieties of spirituality, which have no doubt been strongly influenced by eastern spirituality. I am currently similarly inclined with the addition of wanting to evolve and develop, and the belief that to fulfil my true potential I must first liberate myself of all things that obscure my being - such as attachments, repressed emotions, habits formed due to reactions to pain (traumas), etc. I use psychedelics, yoga and meditation for this purpose.

Hope to hear more of you. And btw, the intro essay is not just something so we can judge you, but it's a really nice way of initiating conversations that otherwise might not get started at all. Intro essays are one of my favorite sections in this site because people will go into their personal views and it's so enjoyable to hear about them in this way. Aside from the information about each other that is passed in these conversations I think we establish a resonance with one another during any kind of communication - if it is done properly - and consciousness becomes something like a standing wave between us, rather than two separate entities. At least this is how I imagine it, and what I try to accomplish when communicating.

much love

Enoon