I've thought about it a little bit - I'm sure it's largely variable field in that 2 Chaotes can have largely different beliefs and practises - but it resonates very well with events in my life.

I won't get too into it but I've had experiences where I could influence peoples thinking through some strange state of mind where my intent was known but never brought properly into consciousness. I related it all to the idea of the transference - which in my mind is simply the state of mind inflicted onto somebody by someone else through unconscious means. I feel this might relate somewhat to chaos magic but I'm still pretty ignorant on the whole thing.

There's also been experiences during trips or sleep deprivation where I've fallen into a kind of trance which seems to be the state of gnosis I've read about - it's like I'm channeling something very important for a long time, and I come out of it and the whole thing seems ill-defined as if done in a different language... I can now understand how it may be seen as casting a spell. Can you summarise your beliefs on the matter?

Just watched the first 20 seconds of that, seems a character and we have the same heritage  I'll get down to the full thing later on xD