odd experience

[henik0]

So though I've JUST joined the forum, I'm fairly experienced with DMT. I've performed several highly successful extractions as well as broken through upwards of 5 times. One time in particular I was enjoying a few hits of LSD with a friend and decided to smoke some DMT in almost complete darkness to see what our minds were doing. Needless to say I became one with the room and although I can't really remember (can you ever on the good ones? lol) completely, I felt as if though some type of answer had been given to me for a question I never asked yet had always been thinking about. It felt relieving..

however tonight I was finishing some extractions and sat down to watch some fine televised entertainment have a have a trip into hyperspace. I had just finished drying a batch of new pure white spice and decided to give it a shot. It was intense to say the least. Hundreds of overlaying patterns over everything including me, the walls, even the AIR ITSELF! however something felt slightly strange this time... I felt speedy. Not as if the world around me had slowed down (like usually happens) but that I was just moving fast. Like scary fast, like weird horror video game fast. I remember sticking my tongue in and out and thinking "there's no way I could be doing this THIS fast". I remember shaking my head as if though to rid myself of a temporary uncomfortable feeling... Then i noticed the TV.... it seems as though every time I would adjust my eyes or look at something the TV would "reset" the image, sometimes not always in the correct direction. however by this point there were hardly any other visual patterns as I had already starting to descend back to reality. Then I looked at my coffee table and several objects were strewn about. I blinked, and they were still there, but it's as if they VERY SUDDENLY changed alignment/orientation/location on the table. it seems every time i would focus my eyes or momentarily shift my gaze this would happen. I then went to move the blanket on my couch and noticed the blanket moved VERY quickly and deliberately. Like a film played backwards where moving objects stop and remain perfectly still, just odd enough to where you can tell it was played backwards. This, too, also changed every time I readjusted focus, the blanket and pillows moving orientation slightly but VERY rapidly...

The strangest part of it all is that there were next to NO other hallucinations. It's as if though my brain couldn't decide where things ACTUALLY were and kept getting confused and trying to correct itself constantly. As this point I just about lost it thinking "that's it, I've finally done it. I've tripped on God knows what enough times to hit some magical number of toxicity to cause the pathways between the lobes of my brain to disagree on some simple task such as SEEING. And it's going to be like this forever and I'm going to have to go to the looney bin" etc. etc... Mild Panic. Overcome by anxiety. then I just suddenly stood up. Turned off the TV. and started pacing back and forth in my living room telling myself I just need sleep, I just need to chill out. Nothing is wrong... By this time everything started to return to normal. Took a shower.

And now here I sit. Have been creeping on the Nexus for months getting my extraction methods down. I finally created an account.

I have no doubt i will do it again. Smoke spice that is. But since that last rip an hour ago. I don't know. Maybe my mind is trying to tell me something. Something I don't want to hear...

I look forward to further posts.

Much respect.

 

[Nakes]

I've also had some very odd DMT trips recently. I've stopped having traditional trips, in the sense that you simply close your eyes and go somewhere else. I've experienced witnessing reality moving in fast forward, I've experienced complex involuntary movements, and also impossibly fast movements. Cosmic downloads of information and knowledge shot straight into my being, as if I were some sort of antenna. I've experienced what I could only interpret as experiencing something, then being sent back in time to a few minutes before hand. I've had conversations with myself in which I learned things about myself. Basically, some seriously strange shit has been happening when I take DMT.

There's no explaining any of it, at least not for me. The only advice I could give is to check out Bashar stuff on youtube. He's apparently a hyper dimensional being being channeled through somebody. The whole idea and concept of it seemed really silly to me at first, but a lot of what he says makes a lot of sense to me. Not much is very strange to me anymore.

 

[gibran2]

...There's no explaining any of it, at least not for me. The only advice I could give is to check out Bashar stuff on youtube. He's apparently a hyper dimensional being being channeled through somebody. The whole idea and concept of it seemed really silly to me at first, but a lot of what he says makes a lot of sense to me. Not much is very strange to me anymore.

Darryl Anka (Bashar) is a fraud.

@ henick0 - If you want to learn about DMT and its effects, you should read the Nexus more thoroughly. If your experiences are too “speedy”, you might want to try sublingual harmalas. (And turn off the TV before you launch.)