Hi all ,
Just wanted to take a minute to say hello, and intoduce myself a bit.
I am an old school tripper that started his journey back in 1990 or so, in those days I did blotter acid and mushrooms. Lot's of it. As the rave scene started growing, I spent many years in that culture. Surrounded by people who, like me, loved to trip, I made many friends who had similar, or very different life experiences than me.
It was around 1993-94 that our group managed to have pure LSD. This was the beginning of my deep 'heroic doses'' period of near daily LSD use. Although I was at parties several times a week, I never danced. Not until une fateful night in 1995 when a buddy gave me my first MDMA. Looking back, it was a major dose (they were 'full moon' pills, which later were seen as Half moons, and then quarter moons, I did 2 full moon that night, so about 8x the regular 250 dose), and I was already flying on maybe a half ounce of schrooms, and unknown drops of LSD. It changed my life. I discovered dancing, and pretty much did not tstop dancing for the following couple of years. DMT found me around 1996, which is right when we were at the height of our youthful, immortal type thinking.
I will never forget my 1st try at DMT. We had no idea what we were doing, there was no literature, no websites, no books. Strassman's bookk had not evven been published yet, I think. Anyway, we had this powder, we rolled it into joints and did our best. It was hard to smoke it, and of course, not the best technique. But hey! we were learning. It was not too long before we started thinking, ''hey this stuff is great sober, imagine how good it would be at the peak of LSD and MDMA. So we did that. Then one day, I got locked out. Not only had I been locked out, but we were out of spice, and had no way of having more.
DMT was what I had been looking for in ALL the other drugs. They were all just shadows of DMT. Deemzy is what I now know was the key. But it was gone from my life. Some friends and I tried all we could to make some. There was no MHRB to have anywhere, and no web support of any kind. We tried with phalaris arundinacea, but never got anything more than unuseable gummy tar.
Flash forward to 2013, I have a daughter a wife, a career...You know, a respectable geezer. I don't do anything anymore but the occasional lightweight E trip with my wife. I smoke weed (always have) and drink a bit. But that's it. Had been like that for years. 2013, I guess it was time, because Deemzy found me again! This time I had much more respect. And gratitude also, that I had been given another chance at space flight. Since then I have been a regular voyager. I extract my own, straight to base. I avg 2.2 to 2.6% on my pulls. I make my carts and any left over bits and fall off is collected via alcohol and added to a Changa pot that has not , to this day, been smoked. It must be suuuuuuper concentrated by now! haahah But I have so many carts that I never need to go into the reserves! hahaha.
I smoke breakthrough doses arond once or twice week, if I wake up too early and have some time to kill, I'll smoke small doses in the early morning for my meditation. I carry a cart with me for what I call 'tasties', basically a tiny 1-2 seconds puff, that I breath in ever so slowly in and then even more slowly exhale out my nose, because one of my favorite things in the world is that taste. Sweet baby jeebus do I love it! Anybody else in here that would bath in that smell? It is like the base smell. The mother odor. The precusor smell to all other smells. The sacred flavour. True comunion goodness. aaahhhhhhhhhhhh...... But I digress....
I have initiated some folks to Deemzy, but to be honest, there just are not that many people willing to take the leap. Even just curious...Not that many. I only really know 3 people who do it, and only one who does it with similar schedule as me, and he is my tripping buddy. Thus the tripper's loneliness that has brought me to online communities. I still smoke weed and drink booze and coffee, but other than Deemzy, that's it. no more LSD or schrooms, the corporeal and temporal commitment is just too big when you are in your 50s, have a family and a job. Deemz is the way! The only way! At least for me.
My relationship with Deemzy is always growing, we are friends and partners, I am its student, it is my teacher, my councelor, my roadmap, my mentor, my test, my deepest most sacred space.... sometimes even my secret lover (but don't ell my wife I have a little darlin in there somewere!)
My biggest ever trip was just recently, on Novembre 8th 2025. That was a as big a life changer as my first E. I will post a complete trip report on that day in the near future. It deserves its own post.
I have been a DJ since 1995, still have a complete vinyl set up at home, still spend wayyyyy too much (according to my wife) on music, I have produced my own music and worked as a sound engineer and producer for many years. I have a very wide, and eclectic musical collection, and I love to share tripping music with people looking for new chunes. Hit me up! And I am always interested in hearing new stuff. So send me your bests!
So that's me. Music, food, sex and flying. Though not always in that order!
Thanks for letting me in.
PLUR
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Just wanted to take a minute to say hello, and intoduce myself a bit.
I am an old school tripper that started his journey back in 1990 or so, in those days I did blotter acid and mushrooms. Lot's of it. As the rave scene started growing, I spent many years in that culture. Surrounded by people who, like me, loved to trip, I made many friends who had similar, or very different life experiences than me.
It was around 1993-94 that our group managed to have pure LSD. This was the beginning of my deep 'heroic doses'' period of near daily LSD use. Although I was at parties several times a week, I never danced. Not until une fateful night in 1995 when a buddy gave me my first MDMA. Looking back, it was a major dose (they were 'full moon' pills, which later were seen as Half moons, and then quarter moons, I did 2 full moon that night, so about 8x the regular 250 dose), and I was already flying on maybe a half ounce of schrooms, and unknown drops of LSD. It changed my life. I discovered dancing, and pretty much did not tstop dancing for the following couple of years. DMT found me around 1996, which is right when we were at the height of our youthful, immortal type thinking.
I will never forget my 1st try at DMT. We had no idea what we were doing, there was no literature, no websites, no books. Strassman's bookk had not evven been published yet, I think. Anyway, we had this powder, we rolled it into joints and did our best. It was hard to smoke it, and of course, not the best technique. But hey! we were learning. It was not too long before we started thinking, ''hey this stuff is great sober, imagine how good it would be at the peak of LSD and MDMA. So we did that. Then one day, I got locked out. Not only had I been locked out, but we were out of spice, and had no way of having more.
DMT was what I had been looking for in ALL the other drugs. They were all just shadows of DMT. Deemzy is what I now know was the key. But it was gone from my life. Some friends and I tried all we could to make some. There was no MHRB to have anywhere, and no web support of any kind. We tried with phalaris arundinacea, but never got anything more than unuseable gummy tar.
Flash forward to 2013, I have a daughter a wife, a career...You know, a respectable geezer. I don't do anything anymore but the occasional lightweight E trip with my wife. I smoke weed (always have) and drink a bit. But that's it. Had been like that for years. 2013, I guess it was time, because Deemzy found me again! This time I had much more respect. And gratitude also, that I had been given another chance at space flight. Since then I have been a regular voyager. I extract my own, straight to base. I avg 2.2 to 2.6% on my pulls. I make my carts and any left over bits and fall off is collected via alcohol and added to a Changa pot that has not , to this day, been smoked. It must be suuuuuuper concentrated by now! haahah But I have so many carts that I never need to go into the reserves! hahaha.
I smoke breakthrough doses arond once or twice week, if I wake up too early and have some time to kill, I'll smoke small doses in the early morning for my meditation. I carry a cart with me for what I call 'tasties', basically a tiny 1-2 seconds puff, that I breath in ever so slowly in and then even more slowly exhale out my nose, because one of my favorite things in the world is that taste. Sweet baby jeebus do I love it! Anybody else in here that would bath in that smell? It is like the base smell. The mother odor. The precusor smell to all other smells. The sacred flavour. True comunion goodness. aaahhhhhhhhhhhh...... But I digress....
I have initiated some folks to Deemzy, but to be honest, there just are not that many people willing to take the leap. Even just curious...Not that many. I only really know 3 people who do it, and only one who does it with similar schedule as me, and he is my tripping buddy. Thus the tripper's loneliness that has brought me to online communities. I still smoke weed and drink booze and coffee, but other than Deemzy, that's it. no more LSD or schrooms, the corporeal and temporal commitment is just too big when you are in your 50s, have a family and a job. Deemz is the way! The only way! At least for me.
My relationship with Deemzy is always growing, we are friends and partners, I am its student, it is my teacher, my councelor, my roadmap, my mentor, my test, my deepest most sacred space.... sometimes even my secret lover (but don't ell my wife I have a little darlin in there somewere!)
My biggest ever trip was just recently, on Novembre 8th 2025. That was a as big a life changer as my first E. I will post a complete trip report on that day in the near future. It deserves its own post.
I have been a DJ since 1995, still have a complete vinyl set up at home, still spend wayyyyy too much (according to my wife) on music, I have produced my own music and worked as a sound engineer and producer for many years. I have a very wide, and eclectic musical collection, and I love to share tripping music with people looking for new chunes. Hit me up! And I am always interested in hearing new stuff. So send me your bests!
So that's me. Music, food, sex and flying. Though not always in that order!
Thanks for letting me in.
PLUR
MODERATOR: REMOVED SOURCING TALK (Please check our Attitude page!) + Introduced some paragraphing
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