Sat nam all
Let Dr Sister start out by commending you all on your wonderful community. She appreciates you being here.
About Dr Sister
Dr Sister was an active member of the late Hive, if any of you recall that point in time. She is an accomplished chemist, who pioneered several novel routes to existing substances and was responsible for bringing one entirely novel substance into being (It proved inactive at sane doses however). Shortly before the demise of the Hive, Dr Sister took a several year sabbatical from all things related. In the interim she has been pursuing her spiritual goals with varying degrees of intensity. She is a long standing yogini in the ashtanga and kundalini traditions with the long term goal of ego reduction.
Her experience with psychedelics has been sporadic over the years and recently renewed, having experienced several less intense substances such as the 2cb, 2ci, 5MeO-MIpT, 4AcO-DIpT, 4Aco-DMT, LSD & mushrooms. When she was younger she found these experiences to her taste. As the years went by though, the trips seemed to get darker, and the tripping partners fewer.
Recently she worked up the courage to try insufflating 5MeO-DMT.HCl. During her first trip on this substance she experienced what she can only described as Samadhi, the supreme state of divine union. This was a spiritual awakening for Dr Sister. She had read about these states in the yoga sutras, and although she was not skeptical, she lacked any point of reference and had always considered them to be largely unattainable to all but the sages and saints. Of which she was neither. Despite this she tried in earnest to achieve these states through meditation for years, eventually becoming disillusioned and drifting away from the practice. Her 1st 5MeO-dmt trip set her straight on that doubt. It was the most miraculous experience she ever had. Samadhi IS attainable!
Her 2nd trip was not a breakthrough experience and was so harrowing that mid trip she tossed her scales and stash into the fireplace. Afterwards she thought that she had over reacted. The upside of these two experiences is that she is pursuing meditation again ; )
What is Dr Sister doing here?
In the aftermath of her 2nd 5MeO-DMT trip, she decided explore N-DMT, procurred some MHRB and extracted it. Working up to trying it she thought she would try a very small sample, 9mgs. She had read somewhere on this site someone suggesting sprinkling 25mgs into a joint for giggles. So she loaded up her glass oil pipe, poured in 9mgs (thinking if 25mgs makes you giggle, 9mgs should be pretty tame) and took a haul. This was No giggling matter! She felt as though she had been hit by a freight train. And because she did not anticipate this, she took less care of her setting than she should have. She was in a car in an underground parking lot. Dear GOD! If she had been in another setting it might have been enjoyable, but it was not a bad experience either. Rather a learning experience. The onset cannot be compared with insufflating 5MeO-DMT at all.
Now she is ready to give it another serious attempt with all details properly looked after, but finds herself approaching it with a lot more respect this time and to be honest a lot of trepidation. Dr Sister also has no one in her current social circle with whom she can share or even discuss these experiences. She thought some dialogue with and the support of some experienced travelers might be the way to proceed.
And so, here is Dr Sister.
Let Dr Sister start out by commending you all on your wonderful community. She appreciates you being here.
About Dr Sister
Dr Sister was an active member of the late Hive, if any of you recall that point in time. She is an accomplished chemist, who pioneered several novel routes to existing substances and was responsible for bringing one entirely novel substance into being (It proved inactive at sane doses however). Shortly before the demise of the Hive, Dr Sister took a several year sabbatical from all things related. In the interim she has been pursuing her spiritual goals with varying degrees of intensity. She is a long standing yogini in the ashtanga and kundalini traditions with the long term goal of ego reduction.
Her experience with psychedelics has been sporadic over the years and recently renewed, having experienced several less intense substances such as the 2cb, 2ci, 5MeO-MIpT, 4AcO-DIpT, 4Aco-DMT, LSD & mushrooms. When she was younger she found these experiences to her taste. As the years went by though, the trips seemed to get darker, and the tripping partners fewer.
Recently she worked up the courage to try insufflating 5MeO-DMT.HCl. During her first trip on this substance she experienced what she can only described as Samadhi, the supreme state of divine union. This was a spiritual awakening for Dr Sister. She had read about these states in the yoga sutras, and although she was not skeptical, she lacked any point of reference and had always considered them to be largely unattainable to all but the sages and saints. Of which she was neither. Despite this she tried in earnest to achieve these states through meditation for years, eventually becoming disillusioned and drifting away from the practice. Her 1st 5MeO-dmt trip set her straight on that doubt. It was the most miraculous experience she ever had. Samadhi IS attainable!
Her 2nd trip was not a breakthrough experience and was so harrowing that mid trip she tossed her scales and stash into the fireplace. Afterwards she thought that she had over reacted. The upside of these two experiences is that she is pursuing meditation again ; )
What is Dr Sister doing here?
In the aftermath of her 2nd 5MeO-DMT trip, she decided explore N-DMT, procurred some MHRB and extracted it. Working up to trying it she thought she would try a very small sample, 9mgs. She had read somewhere on this site someone suggesting sprinkling 25mgs into a joint for giggles. So she loaded up her glass oil pipe, poured in 9mgs (thinking if 25mgs makes you giggle, 9mgs should be pretty tame) and took a haul. This was No giggling matter! She felt as though she had been hit by a freight train. And because she did not anticipate this, she took less care of her setting than she should have. She was in a car in an underground parking lot. Dear GOD! If she had been in another setting it might have been enjoyable, but it was not a bad experience either. Rather a learning experience. The onset cannot be compared with insufflating 5MeO-DMT at all.
Now she is ready to give it another serious attempt with all details properly looked after, but finds herself approaching it with a lot more respect this time and to be honest a lot of trepidation. Dr Sister also has no one in her current social circle with whom she can share or even discuss these experiences. She thought some dialogue with and the support of some experienced travelers might be the way to proceed.
And so, here is Dr Sister.
I think there are a couple of old bees here too (benzyme?). Your chemical knowledge and stories will be very welcome here too.
