Wow, thanks for the warm welcome! Sister is touched.

Endlessness - One of the appeals of DMT for Sister is its short duration. That being said, she dreams of being able to experience ayahuasca. She must confess to some reluctance about embarking on a multi hour experience solo, sans sitter. Perhaps when she has more confidence around DMT the prospect will be less intimidating. Or, if she is lucky perhaps a sitter or partner will manifest.

Ironically she can see from her 5MeO experience that the universe was busy preparing her for the experience even before the idea appeared in her consciousness. It seemed almost pre destined during the experience. So perhaps the universe is at work setting up her ayahuasca experience as she writes this.

Uncle Knucles - Sister is looking forward to having some experiences to share. She is also looking forward to hearing about other travelers motivations and expectations. And more importantly how it has changed ones perspective of ones self. What mental framework people are using to support this pursuit.

One of the things that freaked her out about her 2nd 5MeO experience was that it felt so incredibly sublime, like a full body orgasm. And because the 2nd experience was very much a sensual experience as opposed to a spiritual one, she feared the potential to abuse it. She could hear the Siren's song. So how does one reconcile the sensual with the spiritual? Can one preclude the other? Or is there a way for them coexist in a non-destructive way balanced way. Right now it all seems very overwhelming.