Hello Friends,
Words fail me. I am so very happy, so very pleased. So much beauty! God!
I am so very pleased that I did it. After 10 weeks. After almost giving up. After hurting people I love and care about. I owe all of you so much. Thank you so much. So very patient . . .
I took 200 mg THH orally tonight and after about 45-50 minutes, I took two serious hits off of my 1/2 strength Changa mix using the GVG. At least that's what I think happened . . .
I remember the colorful, granny-square afghan rippling, then rearing up and coming alive. Next thing I know I am in a fantastic black hole. Nemo tells me that I sat there eyes open, lights on/no one home for a moment, then lay down and placed the blindfold over my eyes. I do not retain memory of this.
The entire experience was spent with eyes wide open in amazement. I was breathless, not because I was dead or disembodied but because it was happening so radically and so beautifully.
I was instantly in a "black hole." God, I wish I could describe it. It was not a cone-line tunnel. It was wider, more spread out, but there was angular geometry to it. It was huge and all encompassing. Beautiful, busy along the walls with spinning, electronic-looking, lit up pieces of something very beautiful which provided the "light" in this realm. I was moving towards an apex point . . .
Then I was in the breakthrough space. Pure astonishment. So gaspingly beautiful. I tried to reach out and touch but no luck. It was a starkly beautiful, clean edged, black space, filled with entities riding the skeletons of spinning 3-D geometric shapes in perfect time to the music. Words are radicaly and sorely inadequate. The skeletons of the spinning geomtric shapes (each line containing a smiling, gripping entity) were bonelike . . .
I wish I had more. Time seemed to be moving at a normal pace. The breakthrough lasted about 5 minutes as far as I could tell. Entire time eyes wide open, . . . mouth too. When it faded back, I knew it was early but I said to Nemo Amicus "I'm going to take my blindfold off even though I'm still tripping hard . . ." I had to have my eyes open in reality. I do not know why. I spent the next 2 hours coming down quite a bit, . . . though I'd be the first to admit I am not baseline. :d
Thank you everyone. I would be lost without you.
Peace & Love,
Pandora
Words fail me. I am so very happy, so very pleased. So much beauty! God!
I am so very pleased that I did it. After 10 weeks. After almost giving up. After hurting people I love and care about. I owe all of you so much. Thank you so much. So very patient . . .
I took 200 mg THH orally tonight and after about 45-50 minutes, I took two serious hits off of my 1/2 strength Changa mix using the GVG. At least that's what I think happened . . .
I remember the colorful, granny-square afghan rippling, then rearing up and coming alive. Next thing I know I am in a fantastic black hole. Nemo tells me that I sat there eyes open, lights on/no one home for a moment, then lay down and placed the blindfold over my eyes. I do not retain memory of this.
The entire experience was spent with eyes wide open in amazement. I was breathless, not because I was dead or disembodied but because it was happening so radically and so beautifully.
I was instantly in a "black hole." God, I wish I could describe it. It was not a cone-line tunnel. It was wider, more spread out, but there was angular geometry to it. It was huge and all encompassing. Beautiful, busy along the walls with spinning, electronic-looking, lit up pieces of something very beautiful which provided the "light" in this realm. I was moving towards an apex point . . .
Then I was in the breakthrough space. Pure astonishment. So gaspingly beautiful. I tried to reach out and touch but no luck. It was a starkly beautiful, clean edged, black space, filled with entities riding the skeletons of spinning 3-D geometric shapes in perfect time to the music. Words are radicaly and sorely inadequate. The skeletons of the spinning geomtric shapes (each line containing a smiling, gripping entity) were bonelike . . .
I wish I had more. Time seemed to be moving at a normal pace. The breakthrough lasted about 5 minutes as far as I could tell. Entire time eyes wide open, . . . mouth too. When it faded back, I knew it was early but I said to Nemo Amicus "I'm going to take my blindfold off even though I'm still tripping hard . . ." I had to have my eyes open in reality. I do not know why. I spent the next 2 hours coming down quite a bit, . . . though I'd be the first to admit I am not baseline. :d
Thank you everyone. I would be lost without you.
Peace & Love,
Pandora
that sounds wonderful!
