KannaRas
Rising Star
Id like to share an experience i had , thou its been a few years since its still very much with me
Id go on and let you know i am very sensitive to Cannabis duo to LSD experiences i would say since it feels very much alike an LSD trip many times
a bit of the back story
After beein diagnosed with a mental illness and being treated for a long time by force
id finnaly gained back my sort of freedom that is
after some time of much confusion and conflicted feelings on my condition i decided i will go to a place i could confront my own condition by myself without scaring people close to me and try to let the condition run wild and with time to level myself with it into a state i would be accepted still by surronding society
I started my journey in india in a big messy city for a few day's i could not stand the vibe it had and some pressure was starting to build up in me i had to get away from there i arrived to goa
the beaches were nice but this was still not the right place to find the peace im looking for with that feeling of being stuck inside a big market with
talking around the people there to find the right place with the problem of not being able to reach the north of india yet i found my way on a train to gokarna
i arrived in gokarna and some of the sights there in the main city had troubled me
walking around i found a toktok driver who had an idea where i will not be disturbed by the city vibe and he took me to Om Beach
i payed the fella and thanked him for driving me there he points me to a long stairway down to the beach and drives away
walking down the long stairway to the beach sands had made its effects with each step bringing more clamness to me
i arrived to the place in the evening there was still a bit of light but not to much
i was not familiar with how every restuarent on the place is acctually offering a bed aswell
so i begin to walk and check the area with one leg wounded
the beach is shaped like 2 halfed moon's with a small island in the middle thats only a few steps of water away
i continue to walk past the first half moon to the second not boterhing yet with checking any of the resturants as i finnaly reach almost the end of the shore line when i see a sign that says room's and with an arrow directing me to a way up a hill
ill shorten that by saying that i ended up walking in a messy road with many climbs and down hills back to the beggning of the beach :lol:
jumping up to the experience
During my time on the beach i smoked usually low quality weed and random Jharash from sitdowns around fire that is why i chose to post it on Cannabis experience reports
when i finnaly had my own weed there it was night time and i was excited to be able to go and find a calm place to drift away
i decided i would walk to the island in the middle of the shore and check it out i packed some beers my bong and a portable speaker and went my ways
I arrived on the small island surronded by many big rocks jumping from one to another i got closer to the center island my plan was to go ahead past the big hill and find a good place to sit on one of the rocks
then i notice to my side between many sort of bushes a cave ? i wondered since it was so dark i could bearly see still i decided to crouch in those bushes and try and gain a better sight
as i step towards the complete darkness a path shows from the side up to the top of the hill
ecstated of my find i walk up there and find the perfect place to sit down
there was a big tree on top there but i did not find out the cover he was offering untill i have returned there by day light a few nights later
i did find rocks shaped in the perfect way for one to lye down in complete comfort and watch the night skies a hole to hold my beer and a shelf for the bong
just the perfect rock couch designed only by nature
__ theres many things that are way to hard to share in words in what happened in those nights on the rock couch there i tought i could share some but here i am trying with no success still i will continue to what i can share
when finnaly going up the hill in day light i found sitting on the rocks was to hot to be able to stay long so i took place sitting nextside to the tree of the hill
there was also there a place to lye back on a big rock and chill by the tree
like a rock bed with the view of the tree and the ocean behind him
ive had a few days of chilling by that tree listening to music till one day
sitting by the tree i pulled a string of my pants and i decided to hang it on 2 branches of the tree
i took a hit lyed back on the rock and stared focus on the string
i did this for a few hours just watching the string losing focus on it gaining focus losing focus
i have never done this befor yet it felt right at the moment
then after some time the sun came down and was blocked by the tree in a way there was almost complete darkness just light beams shooting trough the tree
--now i dont know how its possible there was no light because the sun was clearly shooting light trough the tree branches yet that was the reality
suddenly im looking at those light beams and they are not light anymore but they look exactly like stars in the sky only that the tree is the sky they are in ,
that is when i sort of realised that its already dark all around and those stars are not fixed they are going all around moving like crazy
as if ones watching the stars trough a moving space ship in space
so i smile and think to myself i did not think i would check off travelling space in this life
--this is before any kind of future tryptamine experiences
i am looking at the moving stars and mesmerised by the buty of all thats happening as im completley immeresed in whats happening , i feel fear
im reminded of the story of icarus (?) and i think to myself i might encounter a sun and burn my sight so i shake it off and look away from the skies
i light up a smoke and reach for my bag to take a beer
-- when i took beers from the freezer of the resturant i did notice that one of the beers was half frozen ,, strangely i still took it and forgat all about it
i open up the beer and i try to have a sip but nothing is coming out of it i feel its fulll yet i turn it downwards and no liquid is pouring out ,, immediatly i remember the movie constantine with the scene in the liqure shop and feel very strange , i have not remembered yet i did take a frozen bottle with me
i reach for another bottle and its all good im sipping away cold beer and smoking a ciggarate thinking about the amazingly strange experience that just happened as i look down on my feet
and then i notice the more i focus on them the more and more finger's i can see
i was completly sure at the moment i was dreaming
since that night there my imagination ran so wild every night was like a new trip
yet still after every sleep waking up in the day i was back to clear mind set
atleast for a few days
i can remember one time going back from the hill to the shore i could not remember that it was for sure the same place ,, other then where i sleep all was diffrent
walking aimlessly on the shore being tricked by the shadows the lights create i ended up looking at the long stairway out of the beach and i had not a single idea that is where i came from to me it was a path not to be taken for strange reasons
this experience has so many branches in it its hard to continue at this point still i managed to pull the importent part of how real it got at one point
The power of Cannabis is amazing its not to be taken lightly in any way i find now that going on the not daily smoking route and keeping it more ritual and with distance between seesions shows its true power
Love and respect the weed and you shall find the wonders it can offer
Just to close up the background story ,, i did not manage to balance out and stay with my condition
i was forced back into another treatment of pharma chems when i returned to my country
yet i did learn much from the journey
Thanks for reading i hope my writing was ok as im not native english speaker
Id go on and let you know i am very sensitive to Cannabis duo to LSD experiences i would say since it feels very much alike an LSD trip many times
a bit of the back story
After beein diagnosed with a mental illness and being treated for a long time by force
id finnaly gained back my sort of freedom that is
after some time of much confusion and conflicted feelings on my condition i decided i will go to a place i could confront my own condition by myself without scaring people close to me and try to let the condition run wild and with time to level myself with it into a state i would be accepted still by surronding society
I started my journey in india in a big messy city for a few day's i could not stand the vibe it had and some pressure was starting to build up in me i had to get away from there i arrived to goa
the beaches were nice but this was still not the right place to find the peace im looking for with that feeling of being stuck inside a big market with
talking around the people there to find the right place with the problem of not being able to reach the north of india yet i found my way on a train to gokarna
i arrived in gokarna and some of the sights there in the main city had troubled me
walking around i found a toktok driver who had an idea where i will not be disturbed by the city vibe and he took me to Om Beach
i payed the fella and thanked him for driving me there he points me to a long stairway down to the beach and drives away
walking down the long stairway to the beach sands had made its effects with each step bringing more clamness to me
i arrived to the place in the evening there was still a bit of light but not to much
i was not familiar with how every restuarent on the place is acctually offering a bed aswell
so i begin to walk and check the area with one leg wounded
the beach is shaped like 2 halfed moon's with a small island in the middle thats only a few steps of water away
i continue to walk past the first half moon to the second not boterhing yet with checking any of the resturants as i finnaly reach almost the end of the shore line when i see a sign that says room's and with an arrow directing me to a way up a hill
ill shorten that by saying that i ended up walking in a messy road with many climbs and down hills back to the beggning of the beach :lol:
jumping up to the experience
During my time on the beach i smoked usually low quality weed and random Jharash from sitdowns around fire that is why i chose to post it on Cannabis experience reports
when i finnaly had my own weed there it was night time and i was excited to be able to go and find a calm place to drift away
i decided i would walk to the island in the middle of the shore and check it out i packed some beers my bong and a portable speaker and went my ways
I arrived on the small island surronded by many big rocks jumping from one to another i got closer to the center island my plan was to go ahead past the big hill and find a good place to sit on one of the rocks
then i notice to my side between many sort of bushes a cave ? i wondered since it was so dark i could bearly see still i decided to crouch in those bushes and try and gain a better sight
as i step towards the complete darkness a path shows from the side up to the top of the hill
ecstated of my find i walk up there and find the perfect place to sit down
there was a big tree on top there but i did not find out the cover he was offering untill i have returned there by day light a few nights later
i did find rocks shaped in the perfect way for one to lye down in complete comfort and watch the night skies a hole to hold my beer and a shelf for the bong
just the perfect rock couch designed only by nature
__ theres many things that are way to hard to share in words in what happened in those nights on the rock couch there i tought i could share some but here i am trying with no success still i will continue to what i can share
when finnaly going up the hill in day light i found sitting on the rocks was to hot to be able to stay long so i took place sitting nextside to the tree of the hill
there was also there a place to lye back on a big rock and chill by the tree
like a rock bed with the view of the tree and the ocean behind him
ive had a few days of chilling by that tree listening to music till one day
sitting by the tree i pulled a string of my pants and i decided to hang it on 2 branches of the tree
i took a hit lyed back on the rock and stared focus on the string
i did this for a few hours just watching the string losing focus on it gaining focus losing focus
i have never done this befor yet it felt right at the moment
then after some time the sun came down and was blocked by the tree in a way there was almost complete darkness just light beams shooting trough the tree
--now i dont know how its possible there was no light because the sun was clearly shooting light trough the tree branches yet that was the reality
suddenly im looking at those light beams and they are not light anymore but they look exactly like stars in the sky only that the tree is the sky they are in ,
that is when i sort of realised that its already dark all around and those stars are not fixed they are going all around moving like crazy
as if ones watching the stars trough a moving space ship in space
so i smile and think to myself i did not think i would check off travelling space in this life
--this is before any kind of future tryptamine experiences
i am looking at the moving stars and mesmerised by the buty of all thats happening as im completley immeresed in whats happening , i feel fear
im reminded of the story of icarus (?) and i think to myself i might encounter a sun and burn my sight so i shake it off and look away from the skies
i light up a smoke and reach for my bag to take a beer
-- when i took beers from the freezer of the resturant i did notice that one of the beers was half frozen ,, strangely i still took it and forgat all about it
i open up the beer and i try to have a sip but nothing is coming out of it i feel its fulll yet i turn it downwards and no liquid is pouring out ,, immediatly i remember the movie constantine with the scene in the liqure shop and feel very strange , i have not remembered yet i did take a frozen bottle with me
i reach for another bottle and its all good im sipping away cold beer and smoking a ciggarate thinking about the amazingly strange experience that just happened as i look down on my feet
and then i notice the more i focus on them the more and more finger's i can see
i was completly sure at the moment i was dreaming
since that night there my imagination ran so wild every night was like a new trip
yet still after every sleep waking up in the day i was back to clear mind set
atleast for a few days
i can remember one time going back from the hill to the shore i could not remember that it was for sure the same place ,, other then where i sleep all was diffrent
walking aimlessly on the shore being tricked by the shadows the lights create i ended up looking at the long stairway out of the beach and i had not a single idea that is where i came from to me it was a path not to be taken for strange reasons
this experience has so many branches in it its hard to continue at this point still i managed to pull the importent part of how real it got at one point
The power of Cannabis is amazing its not to be taken lightly in any way i find now that going on the not daily smoking route and keeping it more ritual and with distance between seesions shows its true power
Love and respect the weed and you shall find the wonders it can offer
Just to close up the background story ,, i did not manage to balance out and stay with my condition
i was forced back into another treatment of pharma chems when i returned to my country
yet i did learn much from the journey
Thanks for reading i hope my writing was ok as im not native english speaker
