Hi, thank you.

I don't know that any one medicine was most useful.

Today, I might say one medicine.

Tomorrow, I might say something different.

(I thought about it. Today, my response would be LSD, the only medicine that has (now) been with me longer than alcohol).

For me, personally, I just one day said to myself -

"That is enough. I don't want or need any more alcohol".

There are so many good posts here, and supportive.

I'm so grateful.

I have asked myself many times, why did I even post this here?

It is not like me to talk about things very much.

But when I posted, and now, as I revisit this thread, I answer my question the same way.

Alcohol was with me for 50 years.

Fifty years.

I don't care if you/anyone are with alcohol or not. I want you/anyone to be happy.

But if you don't wish to be with alcohol, I encourage you to make the efforts, and end the relationship sooner, rather than later.

Thanks, everyone.