Dear Vito and CLT,

Thanks a lot for your words of comfort and encouragement, and for your thoughts. Some time has past since the above experience, and I already see it in a slightly different light (next time, for example, I will definitely take more care about set´n´setting, not rush anywhere + take lower dose)

What also helped in the end, for someone maybe surprisingly, was drinking Pharmahuasca - after some initial discomfort ("oh no, please no, I am back, again!!!"), things got remedied. Pharmahuasca left me with an affirmation that everything is gonna be all right next time...

I think, Vito, that you were right...