Just to let you guys know that I went with 20gr, 10g at first.
The setting was a natural park with the ocean and a river nearby. I went solo, armed with some water, some fruit, and an ukulele.
It was quite an interesting experience. The buildup took a lot more time than Tampanensis sclerotia (just yesterday I sat for a friend and it also took ~1h for him - with tampanensis I usually notice something changing at around half an hour).. at some point I sat down on the beach for awhile playing ukulele - something was different, but I couldn't quite tell what. Looking at the clock and noticing this was T +50m, I decided to not wait the 10 extra minutes and take the booster.
Roughly 15 minutes later when it started coming on strong I knew I was in for a treat.. the classic mistake:shock: :shock:
So I was at the beach, rapidly losing it, I'd been there for some 5 minutes perhaps. A sense of impending threat/unease begun to wash over me. The best way I can describe it is like the mushroom was telling me that it could show me some stuff, but it would be so alien and different from what I'm used to that it would scare me.
Well at this exact time some 40+ kids appeared, you know, field trip
lol) or something. I was hearing echoes like mad from their voices & the ocean in the background, all while trying to keep control because I didn't want to fully let go like that alone in the beach (what am I afraid of? insanity? I always get a feeling like this with higher doses.. anyone else?). Quickly packed my stuff and started walking - that must've been quite a sight, a grown man running away from a bunch of 10 year olds :lol:
At this point I was out of water and roughly 20 minutes away from civilization on foot. I resolved to get there asap while I still could make sense to buy some water. This period was very paranoid and I must've looked pretty scared. When I finally got some water and walked around to start heading back (from another angle) to the park via the river, things improved a lot. By then, I was tripping full on, I didn't care what anyone thought anymore (not trying to keep a straight face) and anyway couldn't help it - I was just utterly amazed at everything, the level of detail, the wind, the sun, the blue sky, all the different vegetation, the sound of water, etc. The look on my face was pure awe. This went on for a solid hour.
I realized a few things that I hadn't been aware before. In the end when the effects were fading, I played the uke and stayed around until it was almost sunset.
Can't help shake the feeling that if I didn't try to control it @ the beach, I would've learned something really important. While I was in that state, I recalled that this had happened before on acid as well, and again I distracted/grounded myself as much as I could in order to avoid confronting it.
Even so, it was a fantastic trip, learned/realized some new things, fantastic experience8)
As a final note for anyone who cares - and I know this has been often repeated - do yourself and others a favor and don't drive right after a trip. I was very lucky, only in retrospect thinking about it that night did I realize I drove a couple hundred meters in the wrong direction on a one way street. Luckily there was no incoming traffic.
I thought it would be OK after about 1h, but I was wrong. For anyone who reads this later, please don't do what I did. It was irresponsible.