So, writing this SWIM's first day after entering hyperspace. I've been given the opportunity to try dmt before but never took it because it wasn't the right set or setting and having experienced other psychedelics, including san pedro, 5-meo-dmt, dpt, lsd, ololiuqui, mush, two sees, and others, and knowing that this was some sort of 'holy grail' and was an intense experience, always held off. I am also a skilled in various meditation practices.
This is my experience with small doses of spice packed onto bowls of ganja. which in comparison to freebased 5-meo was different than what I was expecting. the dose was possibly low and so maybe I didn't break through. I am mainly writing this to put into words what my experiences are, as possibly writing a narrative could help me understand and remember my own trips better.
First time was during the day. using a magnifying glass outside with my bong. 'inhaled,' started to feel 'different' and 'funny' in my body, kind of like a weird sensation in my body, possibly being aware of how energy was moving and circulating in my body. I close my eyes and have some very light colorful visuals, but nothing like what I can imagine breaking through to be.
Second time was at night, this time the body load was a bit stronger and the visuals were more clear. This time I felt like my body/mind/spirit was peeling through multicolored lotus leaves on the edges of the awareness of my body/skin mainly on my head. I could see in my minds eye various shapes with some sort of native American chief standing there, possibly from a past life, and it was emanating a very 'blue aura' and in fact was blue. He was there help me and guide me, but I had to concentrate on him for him to be apparent. I opened my eyes are some point and i could clearly make out everything, but i decided to close my eyes and just let my mind wander for a while and I felt more comfortable with my eyes closed. I remember seeing something a vortex of digitalorganic glowing energy kind of like a 3d graph with bits of light around it, it was moving in this spinning self-twisting way, looking like a mathematical fractal and a living organism.
in comparison to some of my 5-meo trips, where I am blasted into the void and then return into the light-ceullar-biological conscious body, or mushrooms where I am shroomin', this was something novel. it felt very comfortable and natural, but it all could have just been the dosage, which was possibly low. I think the short duration is what help makes it comfortable and manageable than some of my higher dose mushroom and lsd trips. also to be noted that I have only tripped maybe once or twice in the last few years, and I had a profound empathogenic experience last week with m1. I kind of felt like d was just a drug and that I can usually get the same benefits if not more so from my meditation and asana practices. I could imagine how this would feel on an maoi or a higher dose and to some degree I did experience a dissolving of boundaries. without writing this down, I could almost just forget about it ever happened haha. maybe I was looking for something that would 'wake me up' like shrooms or l and make me super motivated to be healthy and do my yoga and to some degree I did feel like it gave me some good ideas and enhanced my creativity, but I was not 'slapped in my face' like I was possibly expecting from a strong psych.
*this story is fiction written for a fictional alias for creative means only and no way does it reflect the truth*
This is my experience with small doses of spice packed onto bowls of ganja. which in comparison to freebased 5-meo was different than what I was expecting. the dose was possibly low and so maybe I didn't break through. I am mainly writing this to put into words what my experiences are, as possibly writing a narrative could help me understand and remember my own trips better.
First time was during the day. using a magnifying glass outside with my bong. 'inhaled,' started to feel 'different' and 'funny' in my body, kind of like a weird sensation in my body, possibly being aware of how energy was moving and circulating in my body. I close my eyes and have some very light colorful visuals, but nothing like what I can imagine breaking through to be.
Second time was at night, this time the body load was a bit stronger and the visuals were more clear. This time I felt like my body/mind/spirit was peeling through multicolored lotus leaves on the edges of the awareness of my body/skin mainly on my head. I could see in my minds eye various shapes with some sort of native American chief standing there, possibly from a past life, and it was emanating a very 'blue aura' and in fact was blue. He was there help me and guide me, but I had to concentrate on him for him to be apparent. I opened my eyes are some point and i could clearly make out everything, but i decided to close my eyes and just let my mind wander for a while and I felt more comfortable with my eyes closed. I remember seeing something a vortex of digitalorganic glowing energy kind of like a 3d graph with bits of light around it, it was moving in this spinning self-twisting way, looking like a mathematical fractal and a living organism.
in comparison to some of my 5-meo trips, where I am blasted into the void and then return into the light-ceullar-biological conscious body, or mushrooms where I am shroomin', this was something novel. it felt very comfortable and natural, but it all could have just been the dosage, which was possibly low. I think the short duration is what help makes it comfortable and manageable than some of my higher dose mushroom and lsd trips. also to be noted that I have only tripped maybe once or twice in the last few years, and I had a profound empathogenic experience last week with m1. I kind of felt like d was just a drug and that I can usually get the same benefits if not more so from my meditation and asana practices. I could imagine how this would feel on an maoi or a higher dose and to some degree I did experience a dissolving of boundaries. without writing this down, I could almost just forget about it ever happened haha. maybe I was looking for something that would 'wake me up' like shrooms or l and make me super motivated to be healthy and do my yoga and to some degree I did feel like it gave me some good ideas and enhanced my creativity, but I was not 'slapped in my face' like I was possibly expecting from a strong psych.
*this story is fiction written for a fictional alias for creative means only and no way does it reflect the truth*
