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I am a 2 Star. My time spent in this human experience is typically highlighted by unending comparisons, analysis, and ultimately uncertainty and I project these comparisons, analysis, and uncertainties onto the people around me. If for no other reason than to suggest another perspective.

I am not well versed in narcotics in general, LSD and THC have always been close to me, but not in a way that facilitated any frequent use. I have used DMT a handful of times and broke through the the veil only once, during this last trip. For whatever reason I was not supposed to remember it... I remember, vividly, taking off and coming back.. there is roughly a 5 minute window of time that I can't account for.

This is relevant to me for one reason.. in all of my past experiences I have always had at least one foot firmly planted on the ground. Sometimes both. I, personally, have never ingested enough of any psychedilic to find myself "out of control." Visual wise, decision making wise, cognative wise, etc.

I want to experience something profound, unexplainable by my rationality and analytics.
 
I went to make a post in this thread and discovered I wasn't able to do so. So, where can a guy get a drink around this place???

I've been lurking through the forums for a while. That's mostly what I do. *discovanish*
 
So I took the time to check out some of the other introduction essays to compare notes, maybe it was something I said or perhaps I came off all wrong. I'm going to post my amendments in a reply as opposed to editing the original because I think it reveals a bit about me.

With full membership I will likely continue to lurk for some time, reading up on and comparing extraction techniques, but I intend on making dmt-nexus a forum that I frequent. In the recent months I have come around a lot of spice. I want to do a lot of rigorous, intentional, meditative sessions with the cosmic dust; vapes, dream machines, pharmauasca, etc, and have a place to share my experiences. I have a lot of questions.. spiritual ones mostly, and I'm convinced DMT can be a guide. My brain is wired kinda weird.. and I have this almost dogmatic feeling that I'm on the right track. At least for me.

I will also be shamelessly promoting;

--> www.thespiritmolecule.com <--

;)
 
If you spoke in rhyme, I would melt instantly...

Welcome, I'm still fairly new here too. There's many newcomers so I suppose they are often too busy. I wouldn't take it personally, everyone here seems to be very down to earth and generally accepting. It can be quite frustrating not remembering the DMT trip. Thankfully I'm a lucky one who remembers most of it....I think....Just this morning I had a crazy dream but I can't remember unfortunately, all I know is that it was good enough to wish I could remember...Stupid alarm clock. Perhaps there is a correlation between suddenly exiting the trip and forgetting most of it.

I have to leave very soon unfortunately, but I wish you luck.
 
jacetea said:
If you spoke in rhyme, I would melt instantly...

Welcome, I'm still fairly new here too. There's many newcomers so I suppose they are often too busy. I wouldn't take it personally, everyone here seems to be very down to earth and generally accepting. It can be quite frustrating not remembering the DMT trip. Thankfully I'm a lucky one who remembers most of it....I think....Just this morning I had a crazy dream but I can't remember unfortunately, all I know is that it was good enough to wish I could remember...Stupid alarm clock. Perhaps there is a correlation between suddenly exiting the trip and forgetting most of it.

I have to leave very soon unfortunately, but I wish you luck.

Speak in rhyme? I do.. from time to time.

:]
 
Welcome. You're looking for something profound, you say? Something unexplainable?

Welcome to a profoundly unexplainable and forever life changing event. You are EXACTLY where you need to be.

Keep posting.
 
Uncle Knucles said:
Welcome. You're looking for something profound, you say? Something unexplainable?

Welcome to a profoundly unexplainable and forever life changing event. You are EXACTLY where you need to be.

Keep posting.

Thanks. ^_^

I look forward to sharing my experiences, and for the opportunity to peer into those experiences of SWIM.
 
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