I would LOVE to think that I could at some point wrap my head around all of this! But it's not something that I will hold my breath over :lol:

I do agree that DMT its self is a sort of religion, once that awakening has happened, there is hardly any turning back. Well, for me there wasn't any way. I know others who have smoalked and not felt the desire to go back (or to grow) - maybe because they were happier in their little bubble...

It seems evident to me that there are certainly those who seek regardless of the struggle to get 'there' (where that is, i am yet to discover :lol: but my feelings tell me the journey itself is more important than the ends), and those who would rather not question. Not questioning things makes me feel uncomfortable, a lot of the time a 'framework' such as the one outlined above also makes me feel uncomfortable, other times I feel like I would go mad without one. It really is a double edged sword.

What have we gotten ourselves into?! :shock: Without proper integration, research and philosophical grounding I can see how these experiences could well become a quagmire for the unsuspecting...