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RayOfLight

RayOfLight

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I have to say I had the most powerful experience of my life on DMT 2 days ago. it started at about noon when I consumed 75 mg of orange/yellow dmt and 200 mg crude harmalas I extracted mixed in some orange juice. I waited a half hour and didn't feel strong effects so I decided to re dose another 80 mg and 200 harmalas... I closed my eyes trying to get some visuals...and they started to come on strong. I saw this strange object that looked like it was made out of candy cane striped rods and cones..... it was moving and twisting around in my head. It was yellow and blue in color I have no idea what it is or what it means but the image started getting stronger and dominating my mind in a frightening way ... I opened my eyes only to see everything shifting and distorting heavily and I knew I had overdone it. I started to panic and jumped up out of my bed and went to the bathroom but the house was shifting, geometrical patterns were everywhere coming at me, attacking me ... in my head.... there was no escape, I looked in the mirror and didn't recognize myself... wondering who I was... where I was... what I was... I didn't remember taking a dose.. I didn't even know what I was let alone what a dose was. then I told my girlfriend what was happening to me in the kitchen, I thought I needed some kind of medical attention..I went outside into the snow with my wiener dogs and the bright white snowy day helped me get my composure back. everything was vibrant and bright and the geometrical patterns were in everything.. it was scary and beautiful at the same time. then I started getting a download of all the information in the universe.. although I don't remember it there was a point there where i knew everything there was to know. i was reborn. but first I had to die. I'm very glad I had this experience but I don't think I'm going to dose that heavy untill I'm more ready. 80 mg is a nice sweet spot for me where I get nothing but love from the dmt.. be warned never underestimate how powerful this substance is. for me it was like eating a zip of mushrooms and a sheet of acid . be careful
 
very well said Ray...i have had experiences like that...one bit of advice though..when redosing..you dont need to take the same amount of harmalas...if you ARE to redose...take at most HALF your first dose...it does get very scary when you are tripping harder than you could possibly imagine..but going outside and doing something has really helped ground me...especially if its a bit cold outside...seems to bring you back down a little bit...also...just remember..that no matter what happens on dmt..you WILL come down at some point..

another tip of advice...write yourself a note...saying what you took and how much you took...make the letters big...that way...you can remind yourself what it is that you did...and put in big letters...YOU WILL BE OK...DONT PANIC with a smiley like this :D
 
The yellow and blue colour sheme is definately the official outfit of a pharmahuasca overdose :)

I don't know how it happens, but for the most part it's all about reds, purples and greens, but then before you know it someone's redecorated your home stripey yellow and blue and no one has a face anymore.
 
yeah thats solid advice Im gonna make a note to myself , I think that should be required before a large dose
 
Excellent report Ray- thank you! :d

That sounds absolutely bloody terrifying!

I know from what I've read that dosage varies wildly between people with pharma. I'm gonna have to start very low with Caapi only until I get a feel for the harmalas. At this moment I don't think I want to deal with face-melting ego-death for that amount of 'time'! I'll remember the tip about fresh cold air outdoors though. You don't say for how long you were gone. Could you estimate how long it was before you were kind of functional again? I will have no commitments the day I dose but would like to be socially functional within six hours or so. Is this doable?

and Jorkest- thanks for the TOP tip about writing the note. I will do this. I still suspect that my deluded mind will probably misinterpret it as a bloody cryptic suicide note though! :evil:
 
NICE write up!
ah your thoughts and feelings are so familiar to me..
pharma is quite a powerful trip to say the least
and yes it can be scary BUT!... that fear is alllllll YOU!
once you find that youll learn how to easily control it
and no matter how intense it gets you can happily reflect on how intense and amazing it is..

the note is a good idea
makes me think of hitchhikers guide hehe

more then anything just remember you took a drug and you WILL come down

glad to see another initiate start along the path to ultimate enlightenment :D
brings tears of joy to my eyes no shit
 

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I think the peak for me was like a couple hours where i was totally out of it, however after that you come back to the point where you are socially functional , at least i did.

everyone is different though from what i understand. i advise start small and test your tolerance like i did under the advisement of jorkest and psycosisdoses. that day i just went for it though for whatever reason.......searching for enlightenment.
 
That's so funny. I had my most powerful pharm trip on Saturday too. There was a point where the DMT hit me so hard that I had to lay down and I entered a new level of hyperspace. And the color was....blue! I remember thinking to myself that I have never seen blue before on pharma. Interesting.
 
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