Trip report: WOW! most amazing and beautiful experience of my life time
I took 200mg of harmaline and waited 10 mins and took a capsule of lemon essential oil with a crescent roll to kick start the digestion. 10 more mins and I took 40mg of spice. My shaman sent me a Spotify playlist he made that basically gave me a guided ceremony. After about an hour I had the feeling of my body being almost not there again (like the 2 previous times).
So I got up and decided I wasn't going to let that be the end of this trip like the other ones. So I took another 30mg capsule of spice with roughly the same amount of harmaline freebase. Another 10 mins passed and I was worried it wouldne be enough so I took another capsule of about 50mg of spice with a bit of harmaline. I was worried I didn't have enough MAO inhibitor so I quickly took an open capsule of 50 mg of harmaline.
After about 20 mins it started coming on real slow in faint visuals of fast pace fractal patterns of rainbow tints. Shortly after my stomach started hurting BAD!
I was asking the higher beings to stop this pain. I heard something say if you want it to stop you have to vomit. I was resisting because I wanted the nutrients from the food to stay but it was too much pain so I sat up and when I did all bets were off. So I purged it and it started coming on strong, I felt as though I was drunk but fully aware cuz I felt so unbalanced. But felt much better.
After I got back to my room the music I was listening to was saying things like "you are doing exactly what you came into this life for" "you are supported by the divine" love and fear are the only motivators in this universe" "love is the highest vibration." I heard a voice saying "I know you are in pain but it is ok because you are loved by so many", as I got visuals of all the loving people in my life that care for me. It said "you are doing a great job"
This song came on at just the right time when it really started kicking in that said you are now being flooded with love from the higher plains of existence and I could feel love and exceptance and understanding for everything I do. On the back end of the peak I was showed things I could improve on like stealing wire from my job even though it was being thrown away it still induced a lower vibrational state of being and was an act generated by fear.
Towards the end of the trip I got enlighten to all the things people are using to divide themselves into categories and that they are meaningless. It is far more fruitful to put our differences aside and work towards a better life full of freedom and abundance for our children's future than to fight amongst each other and let the self serving entities get their way and enslave the human race.
I can see why the powers that be are terrified of this chemical, it is a really amazing thing to see the world through fresh eyes. They cannot control a thing like this. Death becomes something so small after experiences like this. Love is the only thing that echos through my brain.
I would like to thank you guys again for your contribution to this forum and my education on the techniques to achieve this great journey of the mind and soul :roll: