shufflelot
Rising Star
This was my second attempt and I find has some interesting facts.
Because I hate fasting I decided to take it in the morning.
Wake up at 10:30. I had a bowl of cornflakes at about 11am. At 2pm I drink 340mg of my rue extract with 110 mg of dmt extract mixed in a little OJ. (I realize my doses may seem a bit high, I assume perhaps they are not entirely pure or I have a higher tolerance.They are based off my first attempt which left me wondering if the dmt was even working or if it was all rue)Its not as bad as ayahuasca but I still need some squash(watery juice) to wash down the taste and eat a little rice cake.
At 2:10pm I drink another 100mg of dmt in OJ and wash down with a little squash.
I relax in a hot bath and feel sedated. I go to the bed and lay there until a little after 3. Theres a small wave but quite weak, some mild CEV and I convulse once and experience a little discomfort in my stomach, very mild euphorics but I assume its just the rue and consider it a failure. Not sure what to believe in any more, decide to go eat a piece of toast.
Its around 3:15 now
After the toast I start to make some popcorn and suddenly feel quite intoxicated. I turn off the stove and go lie down.experience a mild trance state with some wicked CEV mainly abstract jewelled fractals moving in waves. A bit foggy but definetly there.I come out of this and note a peak state at about 3:45.I think I convulsed and felt mild stomach discomfort after the initial trance state. Nothing life changing but atleast I know my extracts work. Feel back to normal. Thinking about leaving the house, decide to eat the popcorn I had made earlier....
bam! another wave, fucking hell!Im sitting in my chair looking at a painting my girlfriend did when it begins extruding into 3d like classic full on psychedelic hallucination.I start feeling anxious and its building and I find myself in a couple hangon poses(curled up on the couch grabbing the armrest) theres a shift of awareness and a pulling sensation with some bright visuals but very disorientating and I lose consciousness for a moment but feel that universal presence of something much greater and feel a bit frightened. My body temp skyrockets Im pouring of sweat, vomit, shake, purge and so on.
I manage to get to the bed, curl up and ride it out.
By 6:30 Im back to normal, feel a bit beaten up, not sure what to think. Felt good, like a good purge should.There was a moment of 'too much' but thats the point ofcourse. Visionary wise not as visual as I hoped but still pleasing,
Because I hate fasting I decided to take it in the morning.
Wake up at 10:30. I had a bowl of cornflakes at about 11am. At 2pm I drink 340mg of my rue extract with 110 mg of dmt extract mixed in a little OJ. (I realize my doses may seem a bit high, I assume perhaps they are not entirely pure or I have a higher tolerance.They are based off my first attempt which left me wondering if the dmt was even working or if it was all rue)Its not as bad as ayahuasca but I still need some squash(watery juice) to wash down the taste and eat a little rice cake.
At 2:10pm I drink another 100mg of dmt in OJ and wash down with a little squash.
I relax in a hot bath and feel sedated. I go to the bed and lay there until a little after 3. Theres a small wave but quite weak, some mild CEV and I convulse once and experience a little discomfort in my stomach, very mild euphorics but I assume its just the rue and consider it a failure. Not sure what to believe in any more, decide to go eat a piece of toast.
Its around 3:15 now
After the toast I start to make some popcorn and suddenly feel quite intoxicated. I turn off the stove and go lie down.experience a mild trance state with some wicked CEV mainly abstract jewelled fractals moving in waves. A bit foggy but definetly there.I come out of this and note a peak state at about 3:45.I think I convulsed and felt mild stomach discomfort after the initial trance state. Nothing life changing but atleast I know my extracts work. Feel back to normal. Thinking about leaving the house, decide to eat the popcorn I had made earlier....
bam! another wave, fucking hell!Im sitting in my chair looking at a painting my girlfriend did when it begins extruding into 3d like classic full on psychedelic hallucination.I start feeling anxious and its building and I find myself in a couple hangon poses(curled up on the couch grabbing the armrest) theres a shift of awareness and a pulling sensation with some bright visuals but very disorientating and I lose consciousness for a moment but feel that universal presence of something much greater and feel a bit frightened. My body temp skyrockets Im pouring of sweat, vomit, shake, purge and so on.
I manage to get to the bed, curl up and ride it out.
By 6:30 Im back to normal, feel a bit beaten up, not sure what to think. Felt good, like a good purge should.There was a moment of 'too much' but thats the point ofcourse. Visionary wise not as visual as I hoped but still pleasing,
