SentientSimian
Rising Star
Greetings Nexians, overjoyed to be a part of the community. My introductory rant may be rather long winded, apologies in advance.
I drank Ayahuasca ceremonially once a month for 3 years, during this period I began the slow steps towards addiction recovery from nastier chemicals. I saw hope again, things turned around and I was rejuvenated.
My brother was part of the community of people who I drank with, he began to have a difficult time with it and was plagued by visions of inevitable suffering and death. I too began to visit this place and it left me terrified with the notion that there was no paddle to navigate daily life.
I decided to say farewell to all plant medicine for some time and focus on my prime awareness, a task which has proven itself to be rather difficult indeed.
The realisation that this frequency of reality that we call daily life is of utmost importance left me in a corner where I could not rely on anything external to light the way other than the well of resources we all hold within.
Having been battling with the rigours of baseline consciousness for a year now, I've decided to revisit plant teachers from a different angle, as something to be approached infrequently and with boundless revere, a mediation between the conscious and the unconscious so that I can carry a greater understanding of my own pitfalls into my daily life as lessons to recalibrate.
There is so much I wish to learn about working with these medicines with my own two hands and hope to take refuge here as a place to speak openly about the territory one navigates in hyperspace.
Thank you for the platform, DMT-NEXUS.
SS
I drank Ayahuasca ceremonially once a month for 3 years, during this period I began the slow steps towards addiction recovery from nastier chemicals. I saw hope again, things turned around and I was rejuvenated.
My brother was part of the community of people who I drank with, he began to have a difficult time with it and was plagued by visions of inevitable suffering and death. I too began to visit this place and it left me terrified with the notion that there was no paddle to navigate daily life.
I decided to say farewell to all plant medicine for some time and focus on my prime awareness, a task which has proven itself to be rather difficult indeed.
The realisation that this frequency of reality that we call daily life is of utmost importance left me in a corner where I could not rely on anything external to light the way other than the well of resources we all hold within.
Having been battling with the rigours of baseline consciousness for a year now, I've decided to revisit plant teachers from a different angle, as something to be approached infrequently and with boundless revere, a mediation between the conscious and the unconscious so that I can carry a greater understanding of my own pitfalls into my daily life as lessons to recalibrate.
There is so much I wish to learn about working with these medicines with my own two hands and hope to take refuge here as a place to speak openly about the territory one navigates in hyperspace.
Thank you for the platform, DMT-NEXUS.
SS
