ZeroFlight
Rising Star
Hi everyone,
In my desperation to breakthrough I attempted last weekend to use a preload of Piracetam, as well as a very minor dose of MDMA (80mg) that has been collecting dust as the amount wasn't enough for a real night with that molecule.
I had the unfortunate experience of blasting through over a point, in two attempts, with LESS effects than ever before. Well I shouldn't say less... Much different. CEV were messy and not nearly as brilliant as normal. I had certainly less anxiety about the whole ordeal, in fact none, so it was easy for me to keep my eyes open if I wished. The room became huge, had that gel like feature I mentioned in my closest near-breakthrough.... But it was empty. So empty. Everything was still the same in my room, just this massive cosmic storm had overlayed it. Nothing else. I sat there, blank, looking through this animated glass payne there were my eyes but nothing stood out.
I never felt like I was leaving my body, I was tethered as if I was attached with super glue. The notion of a presence or something examining me (which I've had every other time) was completely absent.
Was this because of the Piracetam? I read somewhere aniracetam greatly boosted effects, but it seems I got the exact opposite. The next morning, determined, I tried another 50 in my vapor genie... All the old effects were back, clear beautiful cev.... Alas no breakthrough.
My last 60mg lay on top a steel wool screen in my vg... The call is gone. I have been depressed all week since this experience, and I am now hesitant to do my last attempt. I put a lot of energy, time, and risk into this adventure. I was called to it... Why is it denying me?
Any information on this combination would be appreciated, and at the very least this site now has my account of it.
In my desperation to breakthrough I attempted last weekend to use a preload of Piracetam, as well as a very minor dose of MDMA (80mg) that has been collecting dust as the amount wasn't enough for a real night with that molecule.
I had the unfortunate experience of blasting through over a point, in two attempts, with LESS effects than ever before. Well I shouldn't say less... Much different. CEV were messy and not nearly as brilliant as normal. I had certainly less anxiety about the whole ordeal, in fact none, so it was easy for me to keep my eyes open if I wished. The room became huge, had that gel like feature I mentioned in my closest near-breakthrough.... But it was empty. So empty. Everything was still the same in my room, just this massive cosmic storm had overlayed it. Nothing else. I sat there, blank, looking through this animated glass payne there were my eyes but nothing stood out.
I never felt like I was leaving my body, I was tethered as if I was attached with super glue. The notion of a presence or something examining me (which I've had every other time) was completely absent.
Was this because of the Piracetam? I read somewhere aniracetam greatly boosted effects, but it seems I got the exact opposite. The next morning, determined, I tried another 50 in my vapor genie... All the old effects were back, clear beautiful cev.... Alas no breakthrough.
My last 60mg lay on top a steel wool screen in my vg... The call is gone. I have been depressed all week since this experience, and I am now hesitant to do my last attempt. I put a lot of energy, time, and risk into this adventure. I was called to it... Why is it denying me?
Any information on this combination would be appreciated, and at the very least this site now has my account of it.
