The Unknowing
Life is a dream, the heart a compass
My first ever Ayahuasca experience involved me lying in my bed listening to music (I had severely underestimated its power- thinking it would be similar to shrooms).
Even though it was a reality shattering experience, I had no fear WHATSOEVER as the music I was listening to brought me into a 'trance' where I was able to let go of everything. It got to the point I could no longer hear the music through my headphones.
The next time I decided to take Ayahuasca much more seriously, and was in complete silence (on my own). I ended up having a very bad time, and it left me very scared to touch it ever again.
I was hearing things that repeated themselves over and over again as if time was folding in on itself, and with no music to give me a reference point of time, I felt like I was lost in complete madness.
I feel like I want a 'true' dmt experience without music but I find music to be so comforting and it always seems to pull me out of negative thought patterns.
What are your thoughts? Would music interfere with breaking through? Does it contaminate the experience? Or is it a useful tool for conquering fear and letting go?
Peace,
OneEye
Even though it was a reality shattering experience, I had no fear WHATSOEVER as the music I was listening to brought me into a 'trance' where I was able to let go of everything. It got to the point I could no longer hear the music through my headphones.
The next time I decided to take Ayahuasca much more seriously, and was in complete silence (on my own). I ended up having a very bad time, and it left me very scared to touch it ever again.
I was hearing things that repeated themselves over and over again as if time was folding in on itself, and with no music to give me a reference point of time, I felt like I was lost in complete madness.
I feel like I want a 'true' dmt experience without music but I find music to be so comforting and it always seems to pull me out of negative thought patterns.
What are your thoughts? Would music interfere with breaking through? Does it contaminate the experience? Or is it a useful tool for conquering fear and letting go?
Peace,
OneEye
