• Members of the previous forum can retrieve their temporary password here, (login and check your PM).

please excuse my cussing damnit

Migrated topic.
C

Cochino

Rising Star
Hello
I joined this forum to do my homework so as I may keep up with my buudys/partners. Im not very good at being funny or witty or anything like that, so dont expect me to amuse you and whooo your hearts. I got the substance tattooed on my neck after my first experience and after that felt a strong curiosity as to how I would live up to the permanent mark. Ive experienced alot of smokable subject matter but not tried brewing it yet. My buddies use to make an anuhausca and I wanted to try it but have not yet. This time around the idea of smoking brings some anxiety as I feel I took the thang for granted in the past, and now (although I already have opened up to what it has to show me personally) am ready to devote my spiritual self to exploring the realm in a more serious matter. I wish to find info on extraction, a project including a close buddy ended up solely in my hands and I dont wanna fudge it, so there you have it, a damn essay, if I get some damn smartass hipsters telling me it wasnt good enough, well goddamnit, I tried my hardest and I will be forced to suffice for a lesser outcome due to your ignorance contradicting the whole nature of this site and experience. Although Im new I know what Im dealing with and so help me god I come across some fools who have let the bandit nature of this portal get to their head. If in any way you let a godly crystal get to your head and propel your ego, your not meant for this and as I may be new to this site, Im not new to the attitude expected: Fucking maturity damnitall
El cochino Pachuco Loko Moco puke-O
(P.s: your guidlines said no cursing, but this isnt a jehovahs witness congregation, read this and like it or not, my acceptance to your site does not determine my devotion to the culture)
 
If the "Attitude" here is a problem you might like it better over at the Shroomery. There's plenty of extraction info and nobody telling you to behave respectfully. Good luck!
 
Welcome to the Nexus Cochino. What was your motivation to join the community, and how to you see yourself contributing to the site? :)

Peace

Macre
 
I understand where you are coming from, and can only say that you have to take the Nexus as it is.

You will not be happy here if you want to change it to suit your tastes.

That said, I think you will find no better place for good solid info on DMT and a host of other entheogens. The people here are a good bunch, and if it seems overly strict or serious for a site devoted to spice... there is generally a good reason. Safety and quality controlled info are the prime motivations here, a fact you will probably come to appreciate when you actually get to the business of extracting some spice.

A certain amount of cussing will probably be tolerated so long as it is not directed at anyone. Your post does seem to preemptively attack and judge people who have yet to even come down on you. I am not judging as I had a good deal of preconceived victimhood based on my childhood, and tended to assume the worst about people. You just might want to reign in your defensiveness a tad and recognize that we are all good people with a vast amount of knowledge that you want to have. It is in your best interest to play ball here by the rules that The Traveller and the Mods set forth. You can only stand to gain from your experience here.

I know how you feel muchacho. Humility is not my strongest point either. I think if you appreciate what is here to be learned though... you will find that humility is not the same as humiliation.

Anyway, welcome to the nexus. Be well.

HF
 
This time around the idea of smoking brings some anxiety as I feel I took the thang for granted in the past, and now (although I already have opened up to what it has to show me personally) am ready to devote my spiritual self to exploring the realm in a more serious matter.

Im not new to the attitude expected: Fucking maturity damnitall
El cochino Pachuco Loko Moco puke-O
Click to expand...
 
Cochino said:
Hello
I joined this forum to do my homework so as I may keep up with my buudys/partners. Im not very good at being funny or witty or anything like that, so dont expect me to amuse you and whooo your hearts. I got the substance tattooed on my neck after my first experience and after that felt a strong curiosity as to how I would live up to the permanent mark. Ive experienced alot of smokable subject matter but not tried brewing it yet. My buddies use to make an anuhausca and I wanted to try it but have not yet. This time around the idea of smoking brings some anxiety as I feel I took the thang for granted in the past, and now (although I already have opened up to what it has to show me personally) am ready to devote my spiritual self to exploring the realm in a more serious matter. I wish to find info on extraction, a project including a close buddy ended up solely in my hands and I dont wanna fudge it, so there you have it, a damn essay, if I get some damn smartass hipsters telling me it wasnt good enough, well goddamnit, I tried my hardest and I will be forced to suffice for a lesser outcome due to your ignorance contradicting the whole nature of this site and experience. Although Im new I know what Im dealing with and so help me god I come across some fools who have let the bandit nature of this portal get to their head. If in any way you let a godly crystal get to your head and propel your ego, your not meant for this and as I may be new to this site, Im not new to the attitude expected: Fucking maturity damnitall
El cochino Pachuco Loko Moco puke-O
(P.s: your guidlines said no cursing, but this isnt a jehovahs witness congregation, read this and like it or not, my acceptance to your site does not determine my devotion to the culture)
Click to expand...

first of all.. callate el hocico, buey.

this isn't the shroomery. we wouldn't care if you had 'drug life' tatted on your neck.
we have people from all walks in here, and we all observe the guidelines set by the admin.
if you don't agree with them, take a hike.
 
I want to re-state what I came into this forum to say but in a brash fit of abrasiveness (shit happens, Im somewhat manic and need to work on the filters I use while thinking about how to say things):

I intend to come into this community with a fully open mind as I would expect from anyone on this sort of forum, but plain and simple this is the internet so we all need be weary of what people may be attracted to any interest of ours.

Im full of love and good spirits and am young as well, meaning I have much to learn.
This is why I believe in this substance and its power fully, and ventured into studying it as much as possible. The experience for me is a cummulative thesis of my life, an in-depth reflection of the moral power I posessed while here and my actions to compromise them.

It gives me the space to see what is important, to let go of things not worthy of bringing me down, and a spiritual center as well for getting in touch with a divine force that it took a natural compound to reveal.

Hope you guys can excuse my first approach, like I said, when you engage in such a controversial lifestyle or belief system you have your natural qualms of what to say and where to say it and how to go about things in a manner where you will be taken serious.

I expect to contribute what I can, although you all are probably the experts. I really like to freestyle with my experimentation, trying any logical change to a tek to get better and better results, I intend to learn several techniques and explore grass extractions incase the dreaded doomsday of mmrb comes down and all of us are in the dark.

Please accept my explanation for those of you who had mixed feelings about the post, and como estas to all the brothers who understood that its a nervewracking thing for a young kid to look into a forum hoping they hit the nail on the head and gain something from the resources available :)
 
Back
Top Bottom