Archtypamine
...somebody help the man help the man!.... Capt. J
I found Nexus browsing for neurotransmitter info. Is this my lotto?! Navigating here I find poetry, medicine, humor, music… tremendous pool of knowledge and experience. International,interplanetary,extraterrestrial venue.
I have a history with, acid, mushrooms. Gotta say opiates as well and SSRIs, SNRIs unfortunately. But knowledge of the neuroinhibs leads to a lot of understanding of a lot of understanding of a lot of understanding! Did do some lab grade MDMA which blew my head off. Of course no hallucinations or acid like sensations. Loved psilocybin which was basically ‘fun’. Salvia divinorum was a wonderful experience the first time at.
I got 1x and decided to make it into 5x I think. I had the crushed leaf which I soaked in ethanol 5 times then decanting each time (after soaking for about a day) until the solution became almost black-green. I finally treated some of the original leaf, let it soak in the extract until the Etoh evaped…
I vaporized a bong hit, held it and was loading another… Then I dropped the bong, never got to hit number 2. Being in the living room, pitch dark listening to Hendrix’s instrumental depicting a journey deep into the ocean with his gal ( the title of which I’m not going to find right now, hunt the CD… ). I saw an insect like form come out of the ocean… Looked like a lobster, green, with no tail though, its thorax just extended further down, got more narrow then was tapered to a blunt tail, 6 or 8 hairy legs like a flea , 2 compound eyes like a mantis and 2 antennae. It marched quickly halfway out of the water and stopped. Its legs didn’t make any splash but the water parted so to speak as each foot touched the sand (which appeared dry). This insect form looked at me and was silent… I knew it was “Nature” and it looked my way and sort of telepathically told me it was not kind nor mean, nor neutral in its actions. Just it was on watch of things, events like weather, imperceptible tectonic shifts, tsunamis, tornadoes, grass growing, lightning strikes, human aging, genetic mutation, the gas laws governing an overflowing hot Coke… just nature doing what it does when conditions demand forces seek equilibrium heading toward eventual ultimate equilibrium. Then it turned and marched back into the ocean slowly, then the ocean shrank into a smaller and smaller body of water in the middle of the room, and popped into thin air, with a quick 'fade to a dot away like I used to see when you turned of an old manual black and white television. This heavy vision hit me quick and was a bit frightening but was also wonderful! Sorry to go on so long on a vision only lasting a minute max!
This vision (and the forum information) is why I want to meet DMT.
If I had 50 mg of DMT I would be hard pressed to find a suitable person to do it with. I am not gonna do DMT with my laptop either. Closest are finished doing psychoactives... My gal has never done any. We smoke weed together. That’s about as psycho as she will get now (I may be closer to getting her to do Salvia though. Don't wanna give her any preconcieved notions about visions either especially this one).
After I do DMT which is my plan, I can‘t imagine trying to relate my trip to my gal, or anyone who hasn’t don’t it. Hell, this is the first telling of the Salvia vision and that was 2 years ago, but it’s still vivid.
I always insisted chatting and forum belonging people need to get a life yet here I am. Hey, I got a life but I am compelled to visit here sometimes. I’ll be around regularly lest you block my access, put a price on my head. It’s like before forums existed at all, there was DMT Nexus … The ‘Atom Heart Mother’ of the forum.
I will continue to visit areas on the forum I am allowed to. Withholding poetry is killing me so bad I threw up on chat a few days ago. Also found a friend there although they are unaware.
It is a daunting task to navigate and absorb all the info I find and am lookin for. I don’t wanna ask what has been answered or misspeak on a subject. But that will happen. Had some wing clipping happen already somewhat but I’m a big boy. Due diligence is necessary.
I got a Bio background so the techy stuff is necessary for me anyway. That is just a small part of the big picture I am finding here however. I love this place. Hope you vote yes on election day.
Most sincerely.
I have a history with, acid, mushrooms. Gotta say opiates as well and SSRIs, SNRIs unfortunately. But knowledge of the neuroinhibs leads to a lot of understanding of a lot of understanding of a lot of understanding! Did do some lab grade MDMA which blew my head off. Of course no hallucinations or acid like sensations. Loved psilocybin which was basically ‘fun’. Salvia divinorum was a wonderful experience the first time at.
I got 1x and decided to make it into 5x I think. I had the crushed leaf which I soaked in ethanol 5 times then decanting each time (after soaking for about a day) until the solution became almost black-green. I finally treated some of the original leaf, let it soak in the extract until the Etoh evaped…
I vaporized a bong hit, held it and was loading another… Then I dropped the bong, never got to hit number 2. Being in the living room, pitch dark listening to Hendrix’s instrumental depicting a journey deep into the ocean with his gal ( the title of which I’m not going to find right now, hunt the CD… ). I saw an insect like form come out of the ocean… Looked like a lobster, green, with no tail though, its thorax just extended further down, got more narrow then was tapered to a blunt tail, 6 or 8 hairy legs like a flea , 2 compound eyes like a mantis and 2 antennae. It marched quickly halfway out of the water and stopped. Its legs didn’t make any splash but the water parted so to speak as each foot touched the sand (which appeared dry). This insect form looked at me and was silent… I knew it was “Nature” and it looked my way and sort of telepathically told me it was not kind nor mean, nor neutral in its actions. Just it was on watch of things, events like weather, imperceptible tectonic shifts, tsunamis, tornadoes, grass growing, lightning strikes, human aging, genetic mutation, the gas laws governing an overflowing hot Coke… just nature doing what it does when conditions demand forces seek equilibrium heading toward eventual ultimate equilibrium. Then it turned and marched back into the ocean slowly, then the ocean shrank into a smaller and smaller body of water in the middle of the room, and popped into thin air, with a quick 'fade to a dot away like I used to see when you turned of an old manual black and white television. This heavy vision hit me quick and was a bit frightening but was also wonderful! Sorry to go on so long on a vision only lasting a minute max!
This vision (and the forum information) is why I want to meet DMT.
If I had 50 mg of DMT I would be hard pressed to find a suitable person to do it with. I am not gonna do DMT with my laptop either. Closest are finished doing psychoactives... My gal has never done any. We smoke weed together. That’s about as psycho as she will get now (I may be closer to getting her to do Salvia though. Don't wanna give her any preconcieved notions about visions either especially this one).
After I do DMT which is my plan, I can‘t imagine trying to relate my trip to my gal, or anyone who hasn’t don’t it. Hell, this is the first telling of the Salvia vision and that was 2 years ago, but it’s still vivid.
I always insisted chatting and forum belonging people need to get a life yet here I am. Hey, I got a life but I am compelled to visit here sometimes. I’ll be around regularly lest you block my access, put a price on my head. It’s like before forums existed at all, there was DMT Nexus … The ‘Atom Heart Mother’ of the forum.
I will continue to visit areas on the forum I am allowed to. Withholding poetry is killing me so bad I threw up on chat a few days ago. Also found a friend there although they are unaware.
It is a daunting task to navigate and absorb all the info I find and am lookin for. I don’t wanna ask what has been answered or misspeak on a subject. But that will happen. Had some wing clipping happen already somewhat but I’m a big boy. Due diligence is necessary.
I got a Bio background so the techy stuff is necessary for me anyway. That is just a small part of the big picture I am finding here however. I love this place. Hope you vote yes on election day.
Most sincerely.
Thanks for the nice remark.
