Hi one and all.
(I apologies for the cold blooded murder of the English language you are about to witness I am a terrible descriptive writer)
This will be an account of SWIM's 1st 2nd and 3rd trips into The Realm ( the 3rd is the one that shook him) .
SWIM will try to impart as much memory as he has but he struggles to remember his trips.
SWIM had his first spice hit a year ago, after hearing about it from his friend.
SWIM has tried many substances in his youth but nothing prepared him for the beauty and wonder of The Realm.
SWIM's first dose was eyeballed by his friend and smoked through a glass oil burner.On the first toke SWIMS hearing was slowly overpowered by a ear splitting tone which grew louder and louder with the second toke. SWIM remembers taking the third toke and BANG! The next thing he knew he was in front of a giant kaleidoscope of brilliant reds and yellows . The closer SWIM looked the more detail SWIM noticed of the pattern, it was leading him through layers and layers of itself. He than realized he couldn't feel himself breath or his heartbeat. SWIM had NO sensory input. So he began to open his eyes and cling to reality. As he did this he would feel himself take a massive breath and close his eyes again, losing all senses as he did.It was like being in rough sea struggling to get above water to breath. SWIM then had the moment Terrance describes "ive done it this time, i must be dead". As soon as he thought this a "voice" (accept it wasn't a voice more a message implanted in his mind) said "if you are dead then death is clearly not the end". He was then overcome by joy and peace for the final 3 minutes starring at the pattern until the effects began to wear away.
SWIM's second trip was with spice he had extracted for himself and a different friend to the first time.SWIM got 0.5g of beige/off white spice from the first extraction and could smell the good stuff straight away. He arranged to have an evening without his housemates in, just the two of them to blast off.
For this session SWIM used a Shotty Bottle. This is a home made water bong without a head or gauze. Essentially a 500ml coke bottle with a bong tube with the head removed melted into the side. This allows you to load a small amount of tobacco and cannabis into the tube, then the spice and cover with a thick layer of cannabis. You can then cream and rip ALL the smoke in one hit!
SWIM loaded 40 mg into the bottle. Ripped it and held it in. Streight away he felt what he calls "the crush" come on. He says its not painful more like gravity has been turned to 11 and is pulling your head through your feet. As he fell into himself he handed the bottle over and passed out for 5 minutes (smiling like a baby as he did) SWIM has no memory of this part but being happy.At 5 minutes he snapped up right and began making a series of shapes with his hands and arms repeatedly. During this time SWIM remembers a dark, deep purple with pinks (almost like what you see in a scooby doo episode) which right at the end turned to a black tunnel. There was a rushing air sound and SWIM felt himself rushing back into his body ,as a voice said "were taking you back now".
SWIM came back to his senses very confused this time and within 10 minutes he couldn't remember very much other than how much "darker" it had been
SWIM's friend had smoked allot of SWIMS dmt but had had 0 effect. And SWIM began to get a bit paranoid that he had imagined it all and that it was a placebo.
Stupidly he loaded another 40mg hit. Creamed , ripped and held in until he lost feeling in his body. He then felt the crush pulling him inside himself.Swim has very little memory again of the first half of his trip. He told his friend immediately upon sobering up that he had been shown "time travel" and there had been several "beings" (he never saw them but he felt they where vying for his attention showing him different points in time) The things the were showing me where forming out of the same deep purple pink patterns as the first time. But with a almost music that would alter the reality and time, twisting and bending it as the noise twisted and bent.SWIM described it as like a tone from an old old old pc being oscillated on a synthesizer
During this time SWIM was smiling laughing and looking amazed at what he saw,he was also sat in a reclining chair.
SWIM then slumped back lifeless. His eyes then shot open. He slowly sat bolt upright locking the chair leg rest into place. And laughed very slowly and in a voice MUCH deeper than his own(think evil villain in a old horror film) He then scanned the room slowly until he saw his friend opposite. SWIMS friend said he look angrier than he had ever known him and seemed to be looking through him. SWIM then began making noise like " GA GA GA TI TI TI TI KA KA KA KA" his friend said it looked like he was stuttering trying to say something.
During this time SWIM felt as though he was not himself. He felt like HE was another being looking through his body's eyes.As he looked about the room it was lit in the same green light that he sees when he opens his eyes on dmt. But as he looked at technology or lifeforms (his friend) they would be segmented by lines vertically and horizontally. This being that was in his body was very angry with him. asking him why he had bought him back here, and who was his friend . It got angrier saying how it would take his friend and destroy him. It then told SWIM to tell his friend what it was saying but SWIM resisted as much as possible(he thinks that's what the stuttering was)
As SWIM fought not to talk he was shaking slightly and the being became angrier and angrier until finally he heard the rushing air noise as was dumped back into reality.
SWIM immediately told his friend who told him what his body actions had been making SWIM very uncomfortable that he had BEEN someone else in his own body. He said it was the closest thing he could imagine to possessed or schizophrenic.
He will definitely not be doing 2 heavy dosses in such short succession but he wanted to check his products constancy.
SWIM is looking for anyone who may have experienced something similar to possession or bringing entities into this world.
Also do any of you more experienced phyconauts have any idea why SWIMS two second experiences were so much darker in nature. It hasn't put him off he just wonders what he can change for next time. Maybe the extra THC in his system tainted it( he had a big smoke during the day to calm nerves)
I apologize again for my murdering of the English language and if there are any questions you have or points that are unclear please feel free to ask.
peace
Higgins
(I apologies for the cold blooded murder of the English language you are about to witness I am a terrible descriptive writer)
This will be an account of SWIM's 1st 2nd and 3rd trips into The Realm ( the 3rd is the one that shook him) .
SWIM will try to impart as much memory as he has but he struggles to remember his trips.
SWIM had his first spice hit a year ago, after hearing about it from his friend.
SWIM has tried many substances in his youth but nothing prepared him for the beauty and wonder of The Realm.
SWIM's first dose was eyeballed by his friend and smoked through a glass oil burner.On the first toke SWIMS hearing was slowly overpowered by a ear splitting tone which grew louder and louder with the second toke. SWIM remembers taking the third toke and BANG! The next thing he knew he was in front of a giant kaleidoscope of brilliant reds and yellows . The closer SWIM looked the more detail SWIM noticed of the pattern, it was leading him through layers and layers of itself. He than realized he couldn't feel himself breath or his heartbeat. SWIM had NO sensory input. So he began to open his eyes and cling to reality. As he did this he would feel himself take a massive breath and close his eyes again, losing all senses as he did.It was like being in rough sea struggling to get above water to breath. SWIM then had the moment Terrance describes "ive done it this time, i must be dead". As soon as he thought this a "voice" (accept it wasn't a voice more a message implanted in his mind) said "if you are dead then death is clearly not the end". He was then overcome by joy and peace for the final 3 minutes starring at the pattern until the effects began to wear away.
SWIM's second trip was with spice he had extracted for himself and a different friend to the first time.SWIM got 0.5g of beige/off white spice from the first extraction and could smell the good stuff straight away. He arranged to have an evening without his housemates in, just the two of them to blast off.
For this session SWIM used a Shotty Bottle. This is a home made water bong without a head or gauze. Essentially a 500ml coke bottle with a bong tube with the head removed melted into the side. This allows you to load a small amount of tobacco and cannabis into the tube, then the spice and cover with a thick layer of cannabis. You can then cream and rip ALL the smoke in one hit!
SWIM loaded 40 mg into the bottle. Ripped it and held it in. Streight away he felt what he calls "the crush" come on. He says its not painful more like gravity has been turned to 11 and is pulling your head through your feet. As he fell into himself he handed the bottle over and passed out for 5 minutes (smiling like a baby as he did) SWIM has no memory of this part but being happy.At 5 minutes he snapped up right and began making a series of shapes with his hands and arms repeatedly. During this time SWIM remembers a dark, deep purple with pinks (almost like what you see in a scooby doo episode) which right at the end turned to a black tunnel. There was a rushing air sound and SWIM felt himself rushing back into his body ,as a voice said "were taking you back now".
SWIM came back to his senses very confused this time and within 10 minutes he couldn't remember very much other than how much "darker" it had been
SWIM's friend had smoked allot of SWIMS dmt but had had 0 effect. And SWIM began to get a bit paranoid that he had imagined it all and that it was a placebo.
Stupidly he loaded another 40mg hit. Creamed , ripped and held in until he lost feeling in his body. He then felt the crush pulling him inside himself.Swim has very little memory again of the first half of his trip. He told his friend immediately upon sobering up that he had been shown "time travel" and there had been several "beings" (he never saw them but he felt they where vying for his attention showing him different points in time) The things the were showing me where forming out of the same deep purple pink patterns as the first time. But with a almost music that would alter the reality and time, twisting and bending it as the noise twisted and bent.SWIM described it as like a tone from an old old old pc being oscillated on a synthesizer
During this time SWIM was smiling laughing and looking amazed at what he saw,he was also sat in a reclining chair.
SWIM then slumped back lifeless. His eyes then shot open. He slowly sat bolt upright locking the chair leg rest into place. And laughed very slowly and in a voice MUCH deeper than his own(think evil villain in a old horror film) He then scanned the room slowly until he saw his friend opposite. SWIMS friend said he look angrier than he had ever known him and seemed to be looking through him. SWIM then began making noise like " GA GA GA TI TI TI TI KA KA KA KA" his friend said it looked like he was stuttering trying to say something.
During this time SWIM felt as though he was not himself. He felt like HE was another being looking through his body's eyes.As he looked about the room it was lit in the same green light that he sees when he opens his eyes on dmt. But as he looked at technology or lifeforms (his friend) they would be segmented by lines vertically and horizontally. This being that was in his body was very angry with him. asking him why he had bought him back here, and who was his friend . It got angrier saying how it would take his friend and destroy him. It then told SWIM to tell his friend what it was saying but SWIM resisted as much as possible(he thinks that's what the stuttering was)
As SWIM fought not to talk he was shaking slightly and the being became angrier and angrier until finally he heard the rushing air noise as was dumped back into reality.
SWIM immediately told his friend who told him what his body actions had been making SWIM very uncomfortable that he had BEEN someone else in his own body. He said it was the closest thing he could imagine to possessed or schizophrenic.
He will definitely not be doing 2 heavy dosses in such short succession but he wanted to check his products constancy.
SWIM is looking for anyone who may have experienced something similar to possession or bringing entities into this world.
Also do any of you more experienced phyconauts have any idea why SWIMS two second experiences were so much darker in nature. It hasn't put him off he just wonders what he can change for next time. Maybe the extra THC in his system tainted it( he had a big smoke during the day to calm nerves)
I apologize again for my murdering of the English language and if there are any questions you have or points that are unclear please feel free to ask.
peace
Higgins
