Aleph Omega
Rising Star
I hit up the spice last night, about 10 minutes before I had to go to work. Figured it would give me something to think about at my job.
HOLY SHIT!
It is hard to be constantly surprised by the spice experience, but somehow, each successive trip seems to top the last one.
No background music this time. Just hit the pipe, and then laid back in bed. I was not in hyperspace - I think the term Faerie Land fits much better.
One weird thing about me, is apparently I have a hard time closing my eyes when tripping on spice, or at least keeping them closed.
The elves came into my reality, into the space in my room. Everything in the room came alive, and became incredibly STRANGE. My bedroom turned into a combination of an M.C. Escher painting and Pee Wee's Playhouse. And that in NO way describes it WHATSOEVER. Every dimension stretched and warped like some fantasy sci-fi circus sideshow. My fan turned into a weird looking winged bio-machine spaceship (or was reminiscent of one). The face on the Egyptian sarcophagus I have in my room came alive, as did the replica human skull I keep on my bookcase. They expanded and took on the most beautiful and amusing shapes, essentially becoming living art - everything did. My room turned into living art, and I'm pretty sure it was all talking to me. I was definitely aware of presences all around me. I KNEW that I wasn't alone. I was aware of elven figures darting around on the edges of my awareness, as if they were children playing a game of hide and go seek. Everything was aware, everything was smiling and happy and singing to me - complete joy from every space, and every object. The universe had shown me pure love, and had created something magical for me.
As I started "coming down" enough to have awareness of myself, I literally felt "beside myself." I felt like my body was not put together properly, or that my consciousness was not properly back inside of my head where it usually is. I also had the bizarre feeling that I had more than 2 arms, but when I tried to confirm this, I found that I couldn't even count them! This strange body disassociation worried me for a second, but it was more amusing than anything else.
This description in NO WAY does this experience justice. I was in another realm, my normal reality was transformed into another realm. It was the STRANGEST thing I have ever experienced in my 28 years of life, and everything was perfect and beautiful as if designed by the most insane whacked-out master toymaker craftsman.
In the realm I experienced, this mundane world is absolutely inconsequential. And I don't mean that in the sense of meaningless... although it sort of is. But in the sense that nothing humans could EVER produce, or talk about, or even imagine could EVER come close to describing the stark outlandishness and perfection of what I witnessed. Terrance McKenna's descriptions of self-dribbling basketballs absolutely pales in comparison... and this was not an inward mindscape, my existing WORLD was completely transformed, it was recognizable, but still, completely transformed.
After the experience I checked the clock... the whole thing, the most strange thing I have ever lived through had lasted only 5 minutes - and I still had plenty of time to get to work! Afterward I was so overcome with joy; I have never experienced something like this, not even when I was a child! I felt like a child, like I had been reborn. I was talking and singing to myself (not just myself, because I KNEW there were other beings present), and I even danced a fucking JIG, I was so happy!
This reality we live in day in and day out is a cosmic joke. It's all a cosmic joke! And godammit is it FUNNY! I look at human "reason" and rationality, and all our accumulated "book knowledge" and thousands of years of developed philosophies... and oh, ALL THAT SHIT JUST WENT OUT THE WINDOW, and is absolutely 100% meaningless!!!! It's all just so much dead and dusty verbal masturbation, the glorified chattering of self-important monkeys. We actually live in Faerie Land where anything is possible and there is no such thing as logic, only fantasy and imagination ...Hahahahahah, I LOVE IT!
HOLY SHIT!
It is hard to be constantly surprised by the spice experience, but somehow, each successive trip seems to top the last one.
No background music this time. Just hit the pipe, and then laid back in bed. I was not in hyperspace - I think the term Faerie Land fits much better.
One weird thing about me, is apparently I have a hard time closing my eyes when tripping on spice, or at least keeping them closed.
The elves came into my reality, into the space in my room. Everything in the room came alive, and became incredibly STRANGE. My bedroom turned into a combination of an M.C. Escher painting and Pee Wee's Playhouse. And that in NO way describes it WHATSOEVER. Every dimension stretched and warped like some fantasy sci-fi circus sideshow. My fan turned into a weird looking winged bio-machine spaceship (or was reminiscent of one). The face on the Egyptian sarcophagus I have in my room came alive, as did the replica human skull I keep on my bookcase. They expanded and took on the most beautiful and amusing shapes, essentially becoming living art - everything did. My room turned into living art, and I'm pretty sure it was all talking to me. I was definitely aware of presences all around me. I KNEW that I wasn't alone. I was aware of elven figures darting around on the edges of my awareness, as if they were children playing a game of hide and go seek. Everything was aware, everything was smiling and happy and singing to me - complete joy from every space, and every object. The universe had shown me pure love, and had created something magical for me.
As I started "coming down" enough to have awareness of myself, I literally felt "beside myself." I felt like my body was not put together properly, or that my consciousness was not properly back inside of my head where it usually is. I also had the bizarre feeling that I had more than 2 arms, but when I tried to confirm this, I found that I couldn't even count them! This strange body disassociation worried me for a second, but it was more amusing than anything else.
This description in NO WAY does this experience justice. I was in another realm, my normal reality was transformed into another realm. It was the STRANGEST thing I have ever experienced in my 28 years of life, and everything was perfect and beautiful as if designed by the most insane whacked-out master toymaker craftsman.
In the realm I experienced, this mundane world is absolutely inconsequential. And I don't mean that in the sense of meaningless... although it sort of is. But in the sense that nothing humans could EVER produce, or talk about, or even imagine could EVER come close to describing the stark outlandishness and perfection of what I witnessed. Terrance McKenna's descriptions of self-dribbling basketballs absolutely pales in comparison... and this was not an inward mindscape, my existing WORLD was completely transformed, it was recognizable, but still, completely transformed.
After the experience I checked the clock... the whole thing, the most strange thing I have ever lived through had lasted only 5 minutes - and I still had plenty of time to get to work! Afterward I was so overcome with joy; I have never experienced something like this, not even when I was a child! I felt like a child, like I had been reborn. I was talking and singing to myself (not just myself, because I KNEW there were other beings present), and I even danced a fucking JIG, I was so happy!
This reality we live in day in and day out is a cosmic joke. It's all a cosmic joke! And godammit is it FUNNY! I look at human "reason" and rationality, and all our accumulated "book knowledge" and thousands of years of developed philosophies... and oh, ALL THAT SHIT JUST WENT OUT THE WINDOW, and is absolutely 100% meaningless!!!! It's all just so much dead and dusty verbal masturbation, the glorified chattering of self-important monkeys. We actually live in Faerie Land where anything is possible and there is no such thing as logic, only fantasy and imagination ...Hahahahahah, I LOVE IT!
