CAAPI-RIGHT
Rising Star
So 12/21/12 came and went without any signs of change, no news of time machines or anything off the novelty charts. Did anything change? Age of Aquarius maybe? Asking these questions I realized something indeed did change, something that will have a direct impact on my life, and possibly some of yours.
It seems like a recurring theme in psychedelic voyaging that the end of the world was in fact approaching, and the mushrooms pushed the idea several times. Power of suggestion? I don't know. But I wholeheartedly believed it the first time, and believed it less and less, until I just didn't believe it anymore, but had some doubt, just a crumb, but there was still some doubt.
Now that the day has come and gone, I know longer have to entertain the notion!
Hooray!!!
If I knew what I know now one night about 5 years ago, I would've had a nicer journey.
Maybe not big enough news to stop the presses, but could be a handy lesson to carry into hyperspace. Whether the entities I encounter are real, or psychic fragments of the mind, broken free from the controlling force of the ego, there may be no way of ever knowing. Either way it is handy to remember that the Homo sapiens have, for some reason, picked up an archetype of the escheton-apocolypse. But it's not real.
Or is it.
Well, I guess just because it didn't happen doesn't mean it won't.
But people have had dates for end day many times.
We're still here, so I think it probably won't happen like that.
That's my story and I'm stickin to it.
This is my introduction essay so here goes:
To copy a few sentences from my actual first post a few hours ago:
"As you can tell from my username I am a fan of Banisteriopsis caapi. I am a very recent fan. I am actually new (past year) to spice and only recently (past month) to caapi and Syrian rue (aka Peganum harmala).
This is actually my first post, but have been visiting for some time.
I have had a five year relationship with psilocybin mushrooms...
...I have had magical times with the shrooms, but I don't trust them, if you know what I mean. As if the entity encountered on high doses could be a trickster god.
I always found Lsd neutral and entity-less.
DMT is always different for me. I've vaped it, snorted base, and the past month used caapi tea twice and rue tea once, followed by oral ingestion of freebase DMT. I've also done caapi and rue teas alone once each.
I have found an entity associated with the caapi alone, and it has really made quite an impression....
...I felt like the caapi added a very new dimension to the DMT, and I went very deep with one of the oral doses. But most of all I felt like the caapi was protective, while the rue added a new dimension too, but no guardian angel."
As far as DMT, well I've been a real chicken shit. First time about a year ago I met a single entity, very similar to the mushroom eschaton entity, but scarier.
I don't think I actually had a breakthrough experience. I saw the chrysanthemum with tear drops swirling with symbols, and then the scary entity I felt like I was trying to ignore, looked at me and said "I found you" and swung it's long ice sword like fingernail down and waited, as if it wanted an answer and I didn't trust it so I just kept ingoring it trying not to think saying "It'll be over soon" until it was.
Since then I did several vap attempts, all psychedelic, but all sub-threshold as I fear the full on vaped experience. Once I smoked and just got a series of alien machine like blueprints and weird pictures going at about 3-4 frames per second, just going; click, click, click, click...
I tried snorting for a slower effect.
Snorting freebase burns, but it's tolerable and has slower, less scary onset.
Not very economical as far as bang for your mg, as it doesn't take you as far, in my experience as smoked or oral.
Since I've received my Rue and Caapi around thanksgiving I've been able to have breakthrough experiences. Oral ingestion with caapi was amazing, and drinking a harmala tea and smoking is a new favorite for me. I've found the oral to last a few hours, while smoking with say, rue tea alone lasts about an hour which is a good amount of time to put in.
As far as DMT entities go, I'm not sure what to say. It seems to me that shrooms and caapi, and maybe rue, to have a certain set personality, whereas DMT just allows connection with any entities, but I think it can be guided with caapi and rue.
It seems like a recurring theme in psychedelic voyaging that the end of the world was in fact approaching, and the mushrooms pushed the idea several times. Power of suggestion? I don't know. But I wholeheartedly believed it the first time, and believed it less and less, until I just didn't believe it anymore, but had some doubt, just a crumb, but there was still some doubt.
Now that the day has come and gone, I know longer have to entertain the notion!
Hooray!!!
If I knew what I know now one night about 5 years ago, I would've had a nicer journey.
Maybe not big enough news to stop the presses, but could be a handy lesson to carry into hyperspace. Whether the entities I encounter are real, or psychic fragments of the mind, broken free from the controlling force of the ego, there may be no way of ever knowing. Either way it is handy to remember that the Homo sapiens have, for some reason, picked up an archetype of the escheton-apocolypse. But it's not real.
Or is it.
Well, I guess just because it didn't happen doesn't mean it won't.
But people have had dates for end day many times.
We're still here, so I think it probably won't happen like that.
That's my story and I'm stickin to it.
This is my introduction essay so here goes:
To copy a few sentences from my actual first post a few hours ago:
"As you can tell from my username I am a fan of Banisteriopsis caapi. I am a very recent fan. I am actually new (past year) to spice and only recently (past month) to caapi and Syrian rue (aka Peganum harmala).
This is actually my first post, but have been visiting for some time.
I have had a five year relationship with psilocybin mushrooms...
...I have had magical times with the shrooms, but I don't trust them, if you know what I mean. As if the entity encountered on high doses could be a trickster god.
I always found Lsd neutral and entity-less.
DMT is always different for me. I've vaped it, snorted base, and the past month used caapi tea twice and rue tea once, followed by oral ingestion of freebase DMT. I've also done caapi and rue teas alone once each.
I have found an entity associated with the caapi alone, and it has really made quite an impression....
...I felt like the caapi added a very new dimension to the DMT, and I went very deep with one of the oral doses. But most of all I felt like the caapi was protective, while the rue added a new dimension too, but no guardian angel."
As far as DMT, well I've been a real chicken shit. First time about a year ago I met a single entity, very similar to the mushroom eschaton entity, but scarier.
I don't think I actually had a breakthrough experience. I saw the chrysanthemum with tear drops swirling with symbols, and then the scary entity I felt like I was trying to ignore, looked at me and said "I found you" and swung it's long ice sword like fingernail down and waited, as if it wanted an answer and I didn't trust it so I just kept ingoring it trying not to think saying "It'll be over soon" until it was.
Since then I did several vap attempts, all psychedelic, but all sub-threshold as I fear the full on vaped experience. Once I smoked and just got a series of alien machine like blueprints and weird pictures going at about 3-4 frames per second, just going; click, click, click, click...
I tried snorting for a slower effect.
Snorting freebase burns, but it's tolerable and has slower, less scary onset.
Not very economical as far as bang for your mg, as it doesn't take you as far, in my experience as smoked or oral.
Since I've received my Rue and Caapi around thanksgiving I've been able to have breakthrough experiences. Oral ingestion with caapi was amazing, and drinking a harmala tea and smoking is a new favorite for me. I've found the oral to last a few hours, while smoking with say, rue tea alone lasts about an hour which is a good amount of time to put in.
As far as DMT entities go, I'm not sure what to say. It seems to me that shrooms and caapi, and maybe rue, to have a certain set personality, whereas DMT just allows connection with any entities, but I think it can be guided with caapi and rue.
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