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great_blue

great_blue

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Hello all, I am preparing for my first steps in hyperspace and would like to be as prepared as humanly possible.. I am very responsible when it comes to mind altering substances, especially new ones, so im really trying to be ready for this.

I came across some spice a couple weeks ago and are waiting til the right moment to share in it with my brother. I've spent the greater half of the year doing research and learning as much as I can about the spirit molecule.. I also read ricks book. I am fascinated by entheogens and this one seems to take the cake for me..

I consider myself very sensitive to psychedelics so I always tread with caution. I need no more than 1/4 hit of blotter to feel psychedelic effects (still not too fond of the cid.. too edge for too long) and with mushrooms it varies due to potency.. (a gram or less for potent penis mushrooms).

I believe I experienced an ego death once during an lsd encounter in which I took waaay too much before I knew my sensitivity. I thought I had died as well.. but with that aside, I am preparing for my first steps with the spirit molecule..

I have done some preparing thus far and have procured a torch style lighter, gvg, and are waiting for my milligram scale to come in the mail.. however I need some advice from fellow travelers on the starting dose.. I would love to breakthrough but feel I should work up to it.. I figured a good starting dose would be 5-10mg..

If anyone could be so kind as to help a brother out it would much appreciated.. thank you nexus community! Hope all is well!
 
Well in my personal opinion you can never be completely prepared for what DMT can do. But there are somethings you can look forward to feeling while under the influence of DMT. These things include but are not limited to: Body buzzing, electromagnetic vibrations that you can feel and hear, eyes vibrating, ego death (just remain calm, its good to try not to think about anything), sudden shifts in reality (prior to breaking through that is), eyes staring back at you, strong forceful push on ones body/strong heaviness, OEV's, CEV's, paradoxical thoughts, sense of enlightenment or awakening (this world is the fake one), body euphoria/ecstasy, and blurred vision when you come back.
Just remember that a dark comfortable place with minimal noise is the best place for blasting off your first time, then you can experiment because it will get easier to break through. 5-10mg is pretty low. I usually put about 25-30mg for a good breakthrough and i'm fairly sensitive to it.
 
wolvz, soul, cat-man, thank you all for your replies! glad you dig my avitar soul, thanks! I will prob start out with 15-20mg or so for my first try from your recommendations.

wolvz, what you said hits home.. during all of my reading i found it is best not to analyze and just try and go with it.. although im sure there is nothing i can do to really prepare for what will happen.. just be mindful of set and setting. definitely a dark room with minimal light. most likely no music..

desert cat, while lurking around previously i came across your link in a post somewhere and love the diagram! simple, to the point and maybe necessary lol. very good stuff!

Im sure after my first journey i will report back to the nexus! safe travels!
 
My first time was 50mg, it hit me like a revelation. At a point, it was so intense that the only logical explanation was death. My roomate had guided me through it and I thought to myself ''He understands my pain and gave me a lethal dose'' so I let go and Died.

What I mean to say is that, it is absolutely normal to be afraid, and you need to go through it.

"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing......Only I will remain."
 
beautiful words man, and very true.. people are afraid to die, but more so, afraid to live.. it sounds cliche´, but facing your fears is the best possible thing for you.. easier said i'm sure...

i've been through hell a time or two.. its not sooo bad..
 
Hi Great-Blue...

I'm kinda in the same boat as you.

I have the spice, I have the tools, I just need the courage.

I tried about 10-15mgs when my extraction dried.

Only got one hit from my Vapor Genie, but I felt it as soon as I exhaled. Missed the second puff because I was so blown away.

Next time I'm loading 15-20mgs and trying for three hits. I'll let you know how it goes.

Peace
 
sounds like you had quite the time! there was a delay in shipping with my scale :/ so another few days or so before i can give it a shot..

let me know how it goes, safe travels brother!
 
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