digglover
Rising Star
SWIM took his first steps into hyperspace today.
He's not sure what to think about it.
He came into the experience without expectations. He just wanted to breakthrough. He had done a very sub-breakthrough dose once, and wanted to see what it was like deeper into the experience.
He did it in the presence of a close friend, and 3 buddies. He felt perfectly comfortable with them. They chatted for around a half hour before each took turns on their first expeditions. His close friend, who has never taken a psychedelic, took to the experience very well. He kept his eyes open for all of it and was talking, but they were utterances of awe and amazement. SWIM was unbelievably happy his friend had such an experience. He told me that it completely shattered his perception of reality and that it changed his life. SWIM's friend believes he saw an entity (an ugly as fuck troll apparently).
Enough about SWIM's close friend. Now for SWIM.
As mentioned earlier, he had taken a sub breakthrough dose before. He knew what to expect in terms of the "blasting off." He fought through it and took 3 massive hits from about 50ish mg spice (His scale only goes from 0.01g - He is waiting for a mg scale from china). He closed his eyes and laid back on the bed...
He shot into hyperspace, this is where it gets hazy. He remembers feeling a surge of concentrated energy, a euphoria going to parts of his body. Especially his crotch. He vaguely wondered if he wet his pants.
Then an uncomfortable, powerful energy coursed through him. It was a little fearful. He wondered how long it would last. When it would end? He remembered its short, only a few minutes. He gave in and things got better. Still intense energy but not fear. Just an almost "energy overload."
During all this time, he vaguely remembers a sort of cat. Almost a persian/egyptian cat. He can't remember this very clearly.
What he does remember very clearly though is a CONSTANT propulsion into a rainbow spiral vortex and in the center of this was the cat.
It is this PURE rainbow energy that he can't forget. It was more powerful than anything he'd ever felt.
But it wasn't love or euphoria or god. It was just ENERGY.
He opened his eyes and got used to the world again. He watched the room change colors and jewels be transposed onto the surroundings. He then began wondering if he really did wet his pants. He hadn't.
He began talking again. He asked them how long he'd had his eyes closed - 5 minutes. And open - 1 minute.
WTF?
He felt as if the experience with this energy lasted but a snap of the fingers, maybe 5 seconds, not 5 minutes. His experience with his eyes open felt like 10 minutes. He was in awe of both parts.
This is what SWIM remembers. He has SO many questions! Help me nexus!
What does he take from this?
Theirs seems to be nothing tangible for him to grab onto?
It was so fleeting.
SWIM thought that as he relayed this experience, the questions would come but as he gets to the end, he just realizes he doesn't know what questions to ask.
How do I apply this to my life? This is unlike an LSD trip in the sense that it is not "easy" to grasp the meaning or purpose of the trip.
He simply doesn't know WHAT to think. He just knows he will have to try again - see if things become clearer.
He's not sure what to think about it.
He came into the experience without expectations. He just wanted to breakthrough. He had done a very sub-breakthrough dose once, and wanted to see what it was like deeper into the experience.
He did it in the presence of a close friend, and 3 buddies. He felt perfectly comfortable with them. They chatted for around a half hour before each took turns on their first expeditions. His close friend, who has never taken a psychedelic, took to the experience very well. He kept his eyes open for all of it and was talking, but they were utterances of awe and amazement. SWIM was unbelievably happy his friend had such an experience. He told me that it completely shattered his perception of reality and that it changed his life. SWIM's friend believes he saw an entity (an ugly as fuck troll apparently).
Enough about SWIM's close friend. Now for SWIM.
As mentioned earlier, he had taken a sub breakthrough dose before. He knew what to expect in terms of the "blasting off." He fought through it and took 3 massive hits from about 50ish mg spice (His scale only goes from 0.01g - He is waiting for a mg scale from china). He closed his eyes and laid back on the bed...
He shot into hyperspace, this is where it gets hazy. He remembers feeling a surge of concentrated energy, a euphoria going to parts of his body. Especially his crotch. He vaguely wondered if he wet his pants.
Then an uncomfortable, powerful energy coursed through him. It was a little fearful. He wondered how long it would last. When it would end? He remembered its short, only a few minutes. He gave in and things got better. Still intense energy but not fear. Just an almost "energy overload."
During all this time, he vaguely remembers a sort of cat. Almost a persian/egyptian cat. He can't remember this very clearly.
What he does remember very clearly though is a CONSTANT propulsion into a rainbow spiral vortex and in the center of this was the cat.
It is this PURE rainbow energy that he can't forget. It was more powerful than anything he'd ever felt.
But it wasn't love or euphoria or god. It was just ENERGY.
He opened his eyes and got used to the world again. He watched the room change colors and jewels be transposed onto the surroundings. He then began wondering if he really did wet his pants. He hadn't.
He began talking again. He asked them how long he'd had his eyes closed - 5 minutes. And open - 1 minute.
WTF?
He felt as if the experience with this energy lasted but a snap of the fingers, maybe 5 seconds, not 5 minutes. His experience with his eyes open felt like 10 minutes. He was in awe of both parts.
This is what SWIM remembers. He has SO many questions! Help me nexus!
What does he take from this?
Theirs seems to be nothing tangible for him to grab onto?
It was so fleeting.
SWIM thought that as he relayed this experience, the questions would come but as he gets to the end, he just realizes he doesn't know what questions to ask.
How do I apply this to my life? This is unlike an LSD trip in the sense that it is not "easy" to grasp the meaning or purpose of the trip.
He simply doesn't know WHAT to think. He just knows he will have to try again - see if things become clearer.
