Hi HT777

That's a powerful account of personal liberation. You said you had a strict upbringing. I had a strict fundamentalist family and fun, drugs, sexuality ( everything good!) was seen as sinful. Or the actual devil acting on you.

I know this is the DMT nexus but I also danced all that shit away by raving for a decade usually on E.

Years ago I saw a quote in the Fortean Times were Harry Smith said "civilised man thinks his way out of difficulties, primitive man dances out of his difficulties" ( just quoting no value judgements on my part as to civilised or primitive). I had tried therapy , talking around in circles. But not thinking and dancing on drugs gave me the real insights.

Also I think there are fewer more harmful and alienating things a human can do than release dopamine whilst watching porn alone. Well done on taking action.

Dance can be the cure!