great answer freeradicals.

May I ask how you manage living over seas/traveling permanently? I am currently seeking a way to do this myself. any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thailand sounds so much fun. Everyone I know that has been there has absolutely loved it. I really want to go there at some point.

And yes, mushrooms can be unbelievably profound, healing, revealing, teaching. They can also be downright terrifying and very very angry at you if you do them at the wrong time. I am careful with them. It's been a while since I have wanted to take any. But I highly recommend trying them again and on their own if you feel it's right. the mix with lsd is pretty nice, but mushrooms alone have a lot to teach already.

wish you the best