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I wanted to make a thread about encounters with entities etc. but i realized it was way to long. I started to derail into a concept that i have experienced and could potentially alter my problems i am having with DMT. (And life in general) Thank you very much.
The blue entity, i have met maybe 4-5 times more. Expressing less and less anger resulting in more trust and acceptance from my side. This resulted in a particularly positive experience that affirmed great power within me. I felt myself become a dragon for a minute. And spontaneously did some yoga stretching during the experience. Things become significantly less explainable in words in hence-forth experiences. In the next experience i lost all senses and became my physical breath itself. Bouncing about extra-dimensional walls having weird thoughts about DMT-Nexians reaching this place and the feeling of being reborn. As the words "Satori enlightenment" echoed through my mind.
Smoked DMT again. Meditated and saw my chakra points in my reflection. During this excercise i heared audible hallucinations of intruders burgling my home outside of the window. And felt an invisible force coming from behind reaching and intruding my abdomen area. I instantly felt weaker and weaker. Feelings of guilt and negativity without specific cause entered my consciousness. Vibrating the sound 'AUMMMM' revealed beautiful patterns inside my third eye. Vibrating the sound 'VAMMM' next to nothing. While it did release negative emotions of guilt and sadness. Agressively yelling 'RAMMMM' resulted in loads of energy. The feelings in my lower chakras felt absolutely drained. (Remember, that i could see/feel these specific points in the body) In addition, 2-3 days after the experience i got ill. Which is weird because i haven't been sick since i was 10 or so.
I guess this is why i'm resorting to the spirituality forum, i am looking for spiritual answers!
There is an additional factor in these things. Something that words can't adequately explain. But reveals (to me) a deeply spiritual connection that gives me the sense that chinese Qi Gong masters KNOW which forces are at play here. If i am only able to convey this factor they should be able to link them back to this spiritual connection at play here.
I don't want to overuse the word 'spiritual' but stick close to the essence; which is tied in with my experience of folding in and becoming my breath, as i travel through a spiral-like rope that slowly unfolds as i keep breathing in this cosmic breath. (hah, poetic)
Within this spiral-like structure i find emotional stuff.. I am wondering, if anyone can relate?
The blue entity, i have met maybe 4-5 times more. Expressing less and less anger resulting in more trust and acceptance from my side. This resulted in a particularly positive experience that affirmed great power within me. I felt myself become a dragon for a minute. And spontaneously did some yoga stretching during the experience. Things become significantly less explainable in words in hence-forth experiences. In the next experience i lost all senses and became my physical breath itself. Bouncing about extra-dimensional walls having weird thoughts about DMT-Nexians reaching this place and the feeling of being reborn. As the words "Satori enlightenment" echoed through my mind.
Smoked DMT again. Meditated and saw my chakra points in my reflection. During this excercise i heared audible hallucinations of intruders burgling my home outside of the window. And felt an invisible force coming from behind reaching and intruding my abdomen area. I instantly felt weaker and weaker. Feelings of guilt and negativity without specific cause entered my consciousness. Vibrating the sound 'AUMMMM' revealed beautiful patterns inside my third eye. Vibrating the sound 'VAMMM' next to nothing. While it did release negative emotions of guilt and sadness. Agressively yelling 'RAMMMM' resulted in loads of energy. The feelings in my lower chakras felt absolutely drained. (Remember, that i could see/feel these specific points in the body) In addition, 2-3 days after the experience i got ill. Which is weird because i haven't been sick since i was 10 or so.
I guess this is why i'm resorting to the spirituality forum, i am looking for spiritual answers!
There is an additional factor in these things. Something that words can't adequately explain. But reveals (to me) a deeply spiritual connection that gives me the sense that chinese Qi Gong masters KNOW which forces are at play here. If i am only able to convey this factor they should be able to link them back to this spiritual connection at play here.
I don't want to overuse the word 'spiritual' but stick close to the essence; which is tied in with my experience of folding in and becoming my breath, as i travel through a spiral-like rope that slowly unfolds as i keep breathing in this cosmic breath. (hah, poetic)
Within this spiral-like structure i find emotional stuff.. I am wondering, if anyone can relate?