Just feel like mentioning that I dosed myself with an extract once. I seriously overdosed and had a terrifying experience that left me lying on the floor with my legs tucked into my chest and clutching at my heart because it felt like something was seriously wrong with my body.
I would really appreciate getting a clear outline of working with extracts, hearing as much about how people dose, what normal tolerance/threshold for effects is, etc., so anyone curious can get a clear picture.
The only time I smoked extracted harmalas, I got sicker than I have ever been from any psychedelic in my life. 175g of oral Caapi was nothing in comparison. Smoking was TERRIBLE and I don't ever want to smoke anything beside plain Caapi leaf now. I experienced all normal signs of harmala intoxication (audio distortion, tracers, plant communication, tremors), and it intensified into not a level of visions, but a level of pure body sickness that was atrocious. It was even worse than the time I smoked plain leaf changa after drinking 120g of Caapi, turned on all the lights, took off my clothes, danced and pulled serpents out of my body because I was stuck in hyperspace for 45-60 minutes.
Smoking too many harmalas was TERRIBLE.
So, it would be incredibly wise for everyone to talk about intensity of experience, general tolerance, and numbers, to see if we can figure anything out. This also doesn't sound like a typical experience with any kind of extracted harmalas, but it did happen, so I think it warrants discussion.
The spirit of Ayahuasca was definitely there. But so was a nasty dose of alkaloids that I don't ever want to send directly into my brain ever again. There is no matter without spirit and spirit-infused matter must be approached with utmost respect. :shock: