impossiblemachine
Rising Star
anybody ever hear those? i worked yesterday for the first time in a long time and it was very intense...it wasnt as deep as id ever gone, but i feel like i was more awake for it this time and i was open to a lot more. i could hear music....echo, sound, light and sound were one...
i could see beings, ships, tons of ships....
the beings would roll over each other, in space, with needle like arms and legs, they looked like stick people. they would contort me to their form and i was put in my usual mudra. they were playing and enjoying just "being"
then out of nowhere i could feel my mouth open wide. so wide. and then i would hear this radio signal...lots of distortion...it wasnt painful or bad, but i can imagine i looked like i was in pain because of how loud in my head it was....it was so scattered. but the whole time it was good. it was just soo much.
antrocles sat with me while i journeyed. we worked in a room of his in which he totally devoted to journeying. he said when i went, the wind picked up massively and through closed windows the candles blew out and the shades were blown around...almost like a presence showed up and said, "you guys smokin some DMT?"
i could really feel a total voluntary loss of control and submitted to a greater energy, in turn gave me energy i could feel vibrating, pulsing through my body. rapidly, my muscles hardened, positioned by a love i am learning like an old television with the rabbit ear antennae to properly pick up the signal.
i could see a connection from whatever happens "there" to what happens here...everything echoes. oneness.
i also saw a lady made of numbers....colorful numbers...she looked kind of bashful and shy to see me...even though she was huge. i felt a motherly presence from her...i remember when i saw her i reached my hand out with index finger out straight as can be, and then thumb out, making an L. dunno why, maybe to try to touch her...i also think ive seen that picture on google images of her that somebody made...
like that...
sorry for the brevity and bounciness of this post
humbled and open. love and gratitude
im
i could see beings, ships, tons of ships....
the beings would roll over each other, in space, with needle like arms and legs, they looked like stick people. they would contort me to their form and i was put in my usual mudra. they were playing and enjoying just "being"
then out of nowhere i could feel my mouth open wide. so wide. and then i would hear this radio signal...lots of distortion...it wasnt painful or bad, but i can imagine i looked like i was in pain because of how loud in my head it was....it was so scattered. but the whole time it was good. it was just soo much.
antrocles sat with me while i journeyed. we worked in a room of his in which he totally devoted to journeying. he said when i went, the wind picked up massively and through closed windows the candles blew out and the shades were blown around...almost like a presence showed up and said, "you guys smokin some DMT?"
i could really feel a total voluntary loss of control and submitted to a greater energy, in turn gave me energy i could feel vibrating, pulsing through my body. rapidly, my muscles hardened, positioned by a love i am learning like an old television with the rabbit ear antennae to properly pick up the signal.
i could see a connection from whatever happens "there" to what happens here...everything echoes. oneness.
i also saw a lady made of numbers....colorful numbers...she looked kind of bashful and shy to see me...even though she was huge. i felt a motherly presence from her...i remember when i saw her i reached my hand out with index finger out straight as can be, and then thumb out, making an L. dunno why, maybe to try to touch her...i also think ive seen that picture on google images of her that somebody made...
like that...
sorry for the brevity and bounciness of this post
humbled and open. love and gratitude
im