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Rainbow Yawns

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it is so beautiful everytime it hits you hard enough, but "hard" is not the right word. It's only hard if you don't get ennough of it and you have to deal with uncertanties and fear. The times where your reality doesn't get dissolved but there's somethign "strange" happening. You just can't see where this is leading. But if it hits you hard, it dissolves everything and leaves behind only love.

These Yawns.....well....mouth wide open for what seems like minutes and then the rollercoaster starts to spin and twist and melt into colorful oil paintings....drink the water you'Ve been given. Drink from the water I provide you with. Drink it. Drink it. You're almost there. When do you visit me again? When do you want to lean against my shoulde again...i miss you. I know youre always there....

Rainbow yawns...memorys of timeless times. Covered behind hundred miles of ceran wrap...we cant see it because we forget...but everytime we experience we know our destiny. All these uncertaintys just growing stronger. Whats my place here...i understand NOTHING and still I TALK A LOT.

Everythings so strange, need to sort it out somehow....i feel the grid is calling me but i can't respond...

A running nose is also very common and sometimes the sound of my nose shapes the patterns.
 
the other day i was brought to the ground...humbled by the love i felt here...i had not smoked any dmt. i was prone for around 20 minutes...crying, mouth forced wide open like it is when i am journeying. my hands were put in their usual mantras while i was humbled on the ground crying. in my head i heard a message, "this existence can be yours if you want it. do you choose it?" i was so humbled by it...i felt a reaching out from hyperspace...i could see flashes of a ship in space that looked like a sphinx.

i was so grateful for that experience...it was as if the divine itself put its hand on my back and held me down...told me. showed me. loved me.

like that? anyone else? truly overwhelming

im
 
Ya, impossiblemachine. Brings me hope, even against all odds.

The yawns and the tears, I've come to associate so many good feelings with them. I do hate when around other people and they think the tears mean a bad place has come upon me. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, but if you don't stop asking me, we could have a problem. (Oh god, is there something wrong?)"
 
obliguhl said:
Anyone else gets them? Robotic yawns channeling the life flow down your body ....intensifying visuals for a brief, euphoric moment?
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Yup. Sometimes it seems to happen 10-15 times during an aya or mushroom experience..less frequent with smoked dmt.

Its like a hyper ether brain massage to the sound of an earthquake.. an intense but absolutely peaceful combo of visuals and euphoria that is humbling and wonderful
 
My friend actually got these so often with LSD he privately dubbed them "acid yawns". He definitely gets them with DMT though. He personally looks forward to them, as they help him sink into the bodily aspect of the experience.
 
I noticed, that it first starts with a shiver, mostly while coming down. I would feel pretty cold for a while and then it starts...sometimes feels more lie purging in a positive way. The mouth is forced wide open...maybe to allow the positive energy to flow bac into the grid. Its a bit like a spirit leaving, the moment after psychedelic coitus.
 
ah the beloved psychedelic yawns. I first got them on high dose mushrooms.

If humans could purr like cats, I'd imagine it'd be a similar feeling... warm spinal rushes and like butterflys in my stomach, but its more of a loving glow from within.. as opposed to a nervous feeling.
 
Mushrooms give me loads of 'rainbow yawns'...dig that term. 😉 But I've had them on ayahuasca and other psychedelics, but mushrooms in particular. And the yawns get my tears flowing as well. I wonder why we yawn in this state, what's the biological mechanism being triggered?
 
TOTALLY GET THOSE ON MUSHROOMS. The Yawn of shaking off a slumber, the kind you get after you wake up, and your trip intensifies.
 
Obliguhl

Such a lovely thread, I get rainbow yawns specifically while journeying with mushies, its almost like a beautifully rainbow coloured mental reboot. While journeying with cactus I have seen my kitty hop around while shooting rainbows out of his tail. Rainbows are really special to me as they are so beautiful and they bring so much pure joy...


Much Peace and Rainbows
 
though i still cannot speak of the 'details' of my life-transforming 14-hour journey in the jungle with the Secoya, i will say that the 'rainbow yawns' were present to a degree that i never dreamed physically possible. tears were literally STREAMING down my cheeks. not crying tears, but the same tears that come through these soul-wringing yawns. they feel like a divine 'stretching' of the very ligaments that hold our atoms together. it feels so good and so intense that it is utterly impossible to think of anything more physically satisfying that might exist.

thanks for acknowledging such a righteous thing.

L&G!!
 
impossiblemachine IMHO, The majority of Nexians have had some similar experience(s). Posting something close to an epiphany might be difficult... I appreciate your sharing.
 
Archtypamine said:
impossiblemachine IMHO, The majority of Nexians have had some similar experience(s). Posting something close to an epiphany might be difficult... I appreciate your sharing.
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this thread is actually 3 years old 😉

and impossiblemachine hasn't logged on since 2011
 
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