..welcome nonlocality, like your name and intro. essay, thanks

you sound like you have a real wealth of experiences you could share with the nexian community, and look forward to hearing more of what you have to say..the old Gracie & Zorkov/early '90s period was like an entheogenic golden age (with hindsight), which is hopefully in renaissance..

..where are you at these days with 'spice'? still participate, changed usage, plants etc?

have you tried LSD/DMT combinations? (these can be very powerful)

glad you're here...