I've been a partial member since January in which time I've gone from a few recreational exp with dmt, followed by my first extraction successful extraction with shaggys jungle tek, to now stocking different changa blends based on how I want my spice trip to be complemented...
That is to say that in a short time, I've learned alot, I've amassed tools of knowledge and understanding from my time trolling the nexus boards, during which time I've extracted pure crystals from jungle, caapi extract using gibran2's tek, and even managed to have had a few failed pharma trips. An aya attempt resulted in a vigorous purge that came too soon for the aya spirit to take hold. Vaped, I've had a profound experience of (not literally) vomiting up my ego and watching as it broke apart... only to lean back and notice a red haired woman (entity?) sitting on the couch beside me expressing concern and good intent as she patted me on my back through the experience... once there was a sliver of bright light that placed the top of my cranium open in another dimension, here if placed my eyes upward i could see and feel entities/spirits operating on my brain, a frightening yet thrilling sensation. I am no stranger to the "fear' as changa has learned me respectful by ruthlessly propelling me through life lessons at a pace sometimes to great to even absorb it all.
most recently, I've moved up to 20x caapi leaf in my blends in an attempt to tame the wild ride into a smoother experience, a practice which I have yet to see fulfilled as fruitful because I've just been getting lightly affeccted by the latest batch... Perhaps because of the surface area of mullein leaf, I should consider going stronger than 1:1 when using it?
Alas... there remain so many questions, many more than when i started out... Thats why I'm here, seeking guidance from the nexus... for my walks on the other side
I've shown a select few friends the light as well, and from that I can say that we've all grown more knowledgeable of just what it is that the truth has to offer.
thats me in a nutshell.... my current favorite blend is a 20x leafau d acro:lotus petal in a 50:30:20 at 1:1 strength. i've als been following the transdermal DMT thread and will be sourcing some apricot kernal oil soon to join the discussion on this new ROA.
I've learned alot, and believe that i can become a valuable member of this community.
That is to say that in a short time, I've learned alot, I've amassed tools of knowledge and understanding from my time trolling the nexus boards, during which time I've extracted pure crystals from jungle, caapi extract using gibran2's tek, and even managed to have had a few failed pharma trips. An aya attempt resulted in a vigorous purge that came too soon for the aya spirit to take hold. Vaped, I've had a profound experience of (not literally) vomiting up my ego and watching as it broke apart... only to lean back and notice a red haired woman (entity?) sitting on the couch beside me expressing concern and good intent as she patted me on my back through the experience... once there was a sliver of bright light that placed the top of my cranium open in another dimension, here if placed my eyes upward i could see and feel entities/spirits operating on my brain, a frightening yet thrilling sensation. I am no stranger to the "fear' as changa has learned me respectful by ruthlessly propelling me through life lessons at a pace sometimes to great to even absorb it all.
most recently, I've moved up to 20x caapi leaf in my blends in an attempt to tame the wild ride into a smoother experience, a practice which I have yet to see fulfilled as fruitful because I've just been getting lightly affeccted by the latest batch... Perhaps because of the surface area of mullein leaf, I should consider going stronger than 1:1 when using it?
Alas... there remain so many questions, many more than when i started out... Thats why I'm here, seeking guidance from the nexus... for my walks on the other side
I've shown a select few friends the light as well, and from that I can say that we've all grown more knowledgeable of just what it is that the truth has to offer.
thats me in a nutshell.... my current favorite blend is a 20x leafau d acro:lotus petal in a 50:30:20 at 1:1 strength. i've als been following the transdermal DMT thread and will be sourcing some apricot kernal oil soon to join the discussion on this new ROA.
I've learned alot, and believe that i can become a valuable member of this community.