skinwalker
Rising Star
my "purpose" (which your not supposed to have one) was to really try to absorb and remember every detail of hyperspace or what i consider to be the 4th dimension. I do NOT consider the 4th dimension to be "time" but rather to be an extra spatial dimension that can only be accessed due to our limited 3d organs by the mind. This is a state that one passes through when going onto other parts of the journey but it is by far the most exotic one and i took special notes of it. What i remember most is that you are looking at infinite objects that we have no way to comprehend. Here is what i saw and perhaps someone can help me integrate the meaning. I saw tentacles with eyeballs on the ends, and teeth, some with hair some with claws. Whatever it was was an abomination to look at however it was truely a 4 dimensional abstract. I'm curious if my mind would summon up these horrors to mask what i was really looking at. I noticed as being torn twisted and bent in 4d space that if i would really really concentrate hard at these archetypes, creatures, that they would always look the same, they were alittle scary but more "foreign" than just some pointless horror show. Once i got comfortable with the idea that i was in an alien foreign environment i forced myself to accept their coexistence with my own. I got the feeling they were the background noise to this 4th dimensional space, and felt or was told not to pay attention, also that they may not necessarily appear that way for a truly 4th dimensional entity but due to my limited 3d experiences and/or consciousness they was the error/horror/dysfunction in realities logic and how it will be presented to me. **edit this may be like the "blue screen of death" on Windows whenever the program encounters an error to the systems programming**blue screen of death wiki
here is picture i sketched this morning of what i saw
ALOT of other things happened to me so i'll digress from the topic and also mention i may have tapped into some primordial aspect of my brain. I suddenly forgot where i was who i was (when this happens i realize i'm in deep and work to calm myself rather than fight/flight response). I was apparently breathing like a fish. I must have been in water like a tadpole taking breaths prior to developing lungs. Completely surreal and unique experience, i had the mindset of the tadpole and no concept of lungs or air as my main source of intake.
I also tried automatic writing (where you hold a pen and let whatever force is out there write through you). THis was not received well by the "entities" and they would usually tell me to put the damn pen down and focus, however i did manage to scribbled out a few words and pictures despite their warning.
Oh a final note as my body passed through hyperspace i actually somehow felt my physical body being twisted, broken, contorted as i moved through this environment as if I had to be configured. It was painful i felt my jaw being broken apart and my bones snapped and realigned. I though i could feel blood all over the table in front of me as i was completely conscious throughout this ordeal and was worried about what a horrific mess i would leave when my body was discovered the next morning. However just as i was "rearranged" i was also put back together once i passed through this 4d space and reentered our 3d reality.
I also had a meeting with 3 entities who listened to what my heart was seeking, they felt like judges or curators and listened to my pleas.
Of all of these amazing amazing things perhaps the most bizarre to ME PERSONALLY and i dont think anyone will ever get why it was so profound, was that as i was having this meeting my cat suddenly started whining, screaming and jumped on my lap in protective manner. IT NEVER EVER Does this unless i have food. I was given the impression from the entities that it was somehow protecting me and no long just some brainless cat but i had some larger role to play unbeknownst to me. This actually happened twice as i smoked twice and the cat reacted the same way and would promptly leave my lap once the dmt would leave my body. I know its silly and i'm sure ANY rationally minded person would simply say it was complete pure coincidence and i'm a fool for looking at it any deeper but i actually started crying as it sat on my lap, i was filled with love, confusion, and strength. In a weird series of events i had lost my cat 2 days earlier for a week as it escaped the house and somehow walked all the way to my old house...anyhow i'm rambling now.. One last detail was when i met the 3 judges i focused on one of them and he had like a hippo or a elephant without a trunk like shape to its face. I remember being surprised as such a "animal" like characture to its face. It seemed to know my every thought and seemed alittle offended at my judgment of it as some "animal".
here is picture i sketched this morning of what i saw
ALOT of other things happened to me so i'll digress from the topic and also mention i may have tapped into some primordial aspect of my brain. I suddenly forgot where i was who i was (when this happens i realize i'm in deep and work to calm myself rather than fight/flight response). I was apparently breathing like a fish. I must have been in water like a tadpole taking breaths prior to developing lungs. Completely surreal and unique experience, i had the mindset of the tadpole and no concept of lungs or air as my main source of intake.
I also tried automatic writing (where you hold a pen and let whatever force is out there write through you). THis was not received well by the "entities" and they would usually tell me to put the damn pen down and focus, however i did manage to scribbled out a few words and pictures despite their warning.
Oh a final note as my body passed through hyperspace i actually somehow felt my physical body being twisted, broken, contorted as i moved through this environment as if I had to be configured. It was painful i felt my jaw being broken apart and my bones snapped and realigned. I though i could feel blood all over the table in front of me as i was completely conscious throughout this ordeal and was worried about what a horrific mess i would leave when my body was discovered the next morning. However just as i was "rearranged" i was also put back together once i passed through this 4d space and reentered our 3d reality.
I also had a meeting with 3 entities who listened to what my heart was seeking, they felt like judges or curators and listened to my pleas.
Of all of these amazing amazing things perhaps the most bizarre to ME PERSONALLY and i dont think anyone will ever get why it was so profound, was that as i was having this meeting my cat suddenly started whining, screaming and jumped on my lap in protective manner. IT NEVER EVER Does this unless i have food. I was given the impression from the entities that it was somehow protecting me and no long just some brainless cat but i had some larger role to play unbeknownst to me. This actually happened twice as i smoked twice and the cat reacted the same way and would promptly leave my lap once the dmt would leave my body. I know its silly and i'm sure ANY rationally minded person would simply say it was complete pure coincidence and i'm a fool for looking at it any deeper but i actually started crying as it sat on my lap, i was filled with love, confusion, and strength. In a weird series of events i had lost my cat 2 days earlier for a week as it escaped the house and somehow walked all the way to my old house...anyhow i'm rambling now.. One last detail was when i met the 3 judges i focused on one of them and he had like a hippo or a elephant without a trunk like shape to its face. I remember being surprised as such a "animal" like characture to its face. It seemed to know my every thought and seemed alittle offended at my judgment of it as some "animal".
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) One last piece i've learned from this is to just get your first hit correct because going back into hyperspace after a breakthough will just lead to bad ends and will never be as profound as that first meeting. I keep smoking the pipe and reloading it after that initial meeting, NEVER with the same sucesss and clarity as the first time. 
