Welcome SecondSelf!
You do bring to light a couple of points that we could relate with. We feel as you do, that there is a resonance or reflection of oneself within that can be accessed through the use of many different kinds of tools.
Now if we understand correctly, you still have yet to try this magnificent tool of DMT? While we do not discourage you by any means for the pursuit of expanding yourself and expanding your knowledge, we would challenge you to consider the potential possibility of a very life-changing experience. We wish we could say more with words and describe this, but unfortunately one can barely describe the feeling and enlightment this tool can potentially provide.
We do not use this example with intention to scare you away from the experience, but we just want to communicate that the intensity is something that can be handled by some, but also at the same time, some are not ready for that doorway to be opened.
If you feel you are ready though, have fun, because you're going to be in for one heck of a ride! It is unlike anything you have ever encountered!
CORRECTION: Please make note that when we say WE, we are referring to the individuals associated with this username, not the views and opinions of DMT Nexus as a whole. 