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Recent inability to get high

subterraneanhigh

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Hi,
Not sure if this is the correct forum. Hope you can help....

So I've been at this for a while. For a little over a year and a half I've been doing extractions, refining my process, honing my skills, setting my lab up nicely and starting a couple research projects. I went through my receipts and I've processed over 30kg of root powder in the past year. Naturally, I've been getting incredibly high the whole time. I've never had a bad experience, I never "over-do it" and I know the dose that will break me through reliably and consistently. I have even met the Jester several times.

I make really clean spice and I get incredibly high... until now.

Now, regardless of how much I ingest or the method I employ, I wind up with not just the same low-level high but I experience the same low-grade visual hallucination in my periphery every time.
The feeling I get now is nowhere near as intense as previous, repeatable breakthroughs. The times I met the Jester. In fact, the word "intense" doesn't even apply. I'll get into the specific hallucinations if you want but I don't think the nature of the hallucination matters. Maybe it does, dunno.

What caused this dry spell? This flat spot?

I blame the introduction of Syrian Rue. Everything was fine until I decided to venture into different methods of ingestion with the intent of prolonging the trip. Eating it, drinking it, shooting it... even boofing it, all require the addition of an MAOI.
I haven't been able to get high since I took my first MAOI and it's been about 1 month since I took the last one.
I still can't get high, even vaping.

Has anybody experienced this?
 
If you have consumed about 300g of DMT in a year (which I find hard to believe, but the same will apply to lower but still very high amounts), it's not surprising that you're finding diminished effects. Look up the term "lockout" in the search function, there are many threads about this.

The best you can do is to take a break.

Unrelated to lockout, I'd also recommend extracting and/or consuming it in more efficient ways, as something must be failing in that area as well, given the amounts of MHRB involved.
 
I don't think how much root bark you've extracted is relevant information.

You neglected to say how much DMT you're actually ingesting as well, but again, it doesn't matter.

You're taking DMT too often. Being locked out hasn't happened to me personally, but it has happened to plenty of people.

You have to take a long break for any decent chance of the "magic" to return. There is no rule about how long it will take. If you still find the experience diminished when you return to DMT, continue the break. You didn't mention taking other psychedelics--it would be wise to give those a break too.

My own opinion is this: be grateful this is what happened instead of a psychotic break or severe derealization, HPPD, or any other of the possible terrible outcomes.
 
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