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Rising Star
Ok so I have been using DMT since August 2018. When I first started using it for like the first month or so I was using it all the time. There were a couple nights where I would break through 2-3 times in a night. I had not yet realized the significant messages that it was capable of showing me. So I continued on using DMT just enjoying the fantastical journeys it was taking me on. It was just like something was ripping me from my body and showing me grand visions. There was one trip specifically where I watched myself disintegrate until I viewed what I could only describe as the essence that makes me human.
Anyways to continue on after about a month of tripping quite heavily and often I started to encounter some issues. I started to not be able to trip anymore, only sub break through experiences. At this time what I first tried was to change my smoking method. In the beginning I was using the sandwich method with weed and a bong. Then I made the machine. Which led to a few powerful breakthrough experiences. But after a few trips I was back at the state of only sub break through experiences. So one night I decided that I was going to mix the three different DMT I had. By that I mean DMT I had extracted from Acacia, Mexican Mimosa, and Brazilian Mimosa. I put 70 mg on the machine and away I went. So before I continue on let me clarify that during all my other breakthroughs, at this point to be around 40, it was more like a journey I would piece back together once the journey had ended.
During these breakthroughs it was like I was never able to make decisions where I was just like I was being shown things and later piece them together. So back to after I hit 70 mg on the machine. After I took only 1 good hit I set the machine down and all of a sudden I was in a black void and this being of light grabbed me by the face and said " I know you can see me, let's go" and we were suddenly flying through space and were suddenly above what was obviously a school. I am 27 and for 2 years now have gotten over a major stimulant addiction and this past fall went back to school. Anyways we were flying around this school just seeing images of anything you could relate to school and all I could hear was "Focus, Focus" as if it were telling me to focus on school. Which since then I have put forth 500% towards. Then all of the sudden I was in this space where I could see hundreds of copies of myself moving all around at extreme speeds, doing all sorts of tasks at high speeds.
At this point was the first time in hyperspace I was able to be aware that I was tripping and could communicate back so I said "I need to slow down" and all these copies of myself stopped and looked at me and through their arms and said "YES!!" So I have always been a speedy person, talk fast, think fast, do everything fast. So I believed this to be telling me at a very deep degree to slow down. So after this I take a break for a couple weeks and really try to implement what it was teaching me. I begin doing kundalini yoga every morning and really begin to slow my mind down in everything that I do. The more I go on the deeper I realize that message was speaking to me. So after a couple weeks I begin tripping again. I have a few good breakthrough experiences, and this is for the first time I encounter this girl. She looks just like a regular female human, but not one that I have ever met in this physical reality and the first time we meet we are in this indescribable room in front of this box. She keeps taking these balls of light out of the box and handing them to me and says every time she does,"here you need this" and I would respond "ok" and nothing more really happens and stop again for a couple weeks.
I then proceed to make my first batch of changa. Like I said all my breakthroughs except for that one I mentioned specifically, they were like journeys I was shown to be pieced back together afterward. But my roommate was having very conscious and aware experiences while in hyperspace. I had read that changa created a more immersive experience so I went ahead and tried it. My first breakthrough on changa I meet that girl again. We were in a similar room to the one I met here before but we were walking together and she just kept repeating " You're just moving too fast you need to slow down, you're moving too fast you need to slow down" and that was the majority of the trip. So this was the second time I had a message from hyperspace telling me to slow down, and the second time I have encountered this same girl. So I again wait about 10 days before I tripped again and I posted about this trip because this trip was different from every other trip I have had. In that post I claim it to be my first "real" hyperspace experience because it was the first time I was consciously aware of where I was the whole time and I was able to make conscious decisions. So then that brings me to tonight.
I tripped on Changa 9 days after my previous trip. I set out two doses the same as before. But as soon as I inhale the the first dose I knew it was going to be intense. But it wasn't like a full blown breakthrough. But that girl was there again. In the corner of the room she was saying in what was definitely an annoyed tone of voice, "what are you doing? You need to slow down. You're going too fast. You were going to do two? What is wrong with you? You need to slow down. And I came out of it feeling like I had done something wrong. So now I believe that what it was telling me was to not only slow down with my mind and my life but also with DMT. Any input into these experiences is welcomed. Thank you for reading
MOD EDIT: Indentation
Anyways to continue on after about a month of tripping quite heavily and often I started to encounter some issues. I started to not be able to trip anymore, only sub break through experiences. At this time what I first tried was to change my smoking method. In the beginning I was using the sandwich method with weed and a bong. Then I made the machine. Which led to a few powerful breakthrough experiences. But after a few trips I was back at the state of only sub break through experiences. So one night I decided that I was going to mix the three different DMT I had. By that I mean DMT I had extracted from Acacia, Mexican Mimosa, and Brazilian Mimosa. I put 70 mg on the machine and away I went. So before I continue on let me clarify that during all my other breakthroughs, at this point to be around 40, it was more like a journey I would piece back together once the journey had ended.
During these breakthroughs it was like I was never able to make decisions where I was just like I was being shown things and later piece them together. So back to after I hit 70 mg on the machine. After I took only 1 good hit I set the machine down and all of a sudden I was in a black void and this being of light grabbed me by the face and said " I know you can see me, let's go" and we were suddenly flying through space and were suddenly above what was obviously a school. I am 27 and for 2 years now have gotten over a major stimulant addiction and this past fall went back to school. Anyways we were flying around this school just seeing images of anything you could relate to school and all I could hear was "Focus, Focus" as if it were telling me to focus on school. Which since then I have put forth 500% towards. Then all of the sudden I was in this space where I could see hundreds of copies of myself moving all around at extreme speeds, doing all sorts of tasks at high speeds.
At this point was the first time in hyperspace I was able to be aware that I was tripping and could communicate back so I said "I need to slow down" and all these copies of myself stopped and looked at me and through their arms and said "YES!!" So I have always been a speedy person, talk fast, think fast, do everything fast. So I believed this to be telling me at a very deep degree to slow down. So after this I take a break for a couple weeks and really try to implement what it was teaching me. I begin doing kundalini yoga every morning and really begin to slow my mind down in everything that I do. The more I go on the deeper I realize that message was speaking to me. So after a couple weeks I begin tripping again. I have a few good breakthrough experiences, and this is for the first time I encounter this girl. She looks just like a regular female human, but not one that I have ever met in this physical reality and the first time we meet we are in this indescribable room in front of this box. She keeps taking these balls of light out of the box and handing them to me and says every time she does,"here you need this" and I would respond "ok" and nothing more really happens and stop again for a couple weeks.
I then proceed to make my first batch of changa. Like I said all my breakthroughs except for that one I mentioned specifically, they were like journeys I was shown to be pieced back together afterward. But my roommate was having very conscious and aware experiences while in hyperspace. I had read that changa created a more immersive experience so I went ahead and tried it. My first breakthrough on changa I meet that girl again. We were in a similar room to the one I met here before but we were walking together and she just kept repeating " You're just moving too fast you need to slow down, you're moving too fast you need to slow down" and that was the majority of the trip. So this was the second time I had a message from hyperspace telling me to slow down, and the second time I have encountered this same girl. So I again wait about 10 days before I tripped again and I posted about this trip because this trip was different from every other trip I have had. In that post I claim it to be my first "real" hyperspace experience because it was the first time I was consciously aware of where I was the whole time and I was able to make conscious decisions. So then that brings me to tonight.
I tripped on Changa 9 days after my previous trip. I set out two doses the same as before. But as soon as I inhale the the first dose I knew it was going to be intense. But it wasn't like a full blown breakthrough. But that girl was there again. In the corner of the room she was saying in what was definitely an annoyed tone of voice, "what are you doing? You need to slow down. You're going too fast. You were going to do two? What is wrong with you? You need to slow down. And I came out of it feeling like I had done something wrong. So now I believe that what it was telling me was to not only slow down with my mind and my life but also with DMT. Any input into these experiences is welcomed. Thank you for reading
MOD EDIT: Indentation
Maybe you can refocus yourself into drawing while at it, for instance? Art might be the cure if you saw a projection of your own fear.
