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Grizzly Adams

Novice Apprentice of ENTHEON Wizardry
I had some pretty AWESOME CEV’s a few days ago.

I am not a big Cannabis user. I thought I was getting mushrooms for the first time, but a friend misunderstood, not remembering a conversation we had weeks earlier. I texted in code and he brought me medical grade Indica-Sativa blend. It’s not what I wanted, but I did not let him leave with it. I made Green Dragon and have been really enjoying it. It has added a spark to my spiritual RE-awakening. It was about half gone, so I got some more, twice as much. This time I evaporated off all the moonshine and reconstituted it with vegetable glycerin, so it does not burn under the tongue. I was already moderately high, when I licked my stirring instrument clean. I knew I was going to go deeper, but I didn’t know just how deep. I soon started to realize that I was going to have a real hard time functioning, doing what I had planned on doing for the day. So, I went into my bedroom, lit a bunch of candles and put on some meditation music and lied down to ride this one out.

Here is part of a playlist that I had made for Frequency Meditation. I had not used it yet as I was still checking them out.

PINEAL GLAND / 3RD EYE ACTIVATOR! (VERY POWERFUL) THIS WORKS!

WARNING!!! Verry Strong! Pineal Gland Activation. Binaural Brainwave - Ultra Deep Trance!

You know when you get so high that muscle coordination starts to get compromised. The hand starts to shake doing simple things. OK. So I am laying in bed, doing Deep Breathing Mediation, listening to the first track on Youtube. As my body was very slightly tremoring from being so high, I was passively scanning my body like I do in sober meditation and I imagined that my body was in a state of vibration and the frequency from the music was effectively escorting all the phyto-cannabinoids to all my endo-cannabinoid receptors, for Optimal Homeo-Static Regulation of every system in my body. I also had this image that my body was being scanned for toxins and ailments by Spirit Entity Physicians, so that the next time I Solo-Journey on Aya, they would have the procedures planned. Weird huh?

At some point, while lying on my back in bed, I started stretching and self-massaging. Then I moved to the floor with candles all around me. I did some meditation postures, stretching and self-massage. This was all random, natural and free flow. It felt like it was a healing session. At one point, my abs were cramping intensely from overstretching them. I was going to curl up until they subsided, but I didn’t. I had this thought that I could 'will' the cramping to stop. So I did and it did. Wow!

After a long time, I ended up laying supine. After some time I raised up on my forearms, touching my thumbs and index fingers together respectively, in a shape that would look like a single flame and centered the spot on my forhead where the Third Eye is symbolically portrayed over it.

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I held my forehead a few inches above it and focused on Deep Breathing Meditation. This is where I began to have some very powerful CEV’s. It was a lot like the CEV’s in the beginning stage of an Aya Journey, but ALOT more GENTLE.

I cannot recall all of them. At one point, I KNEW I was going to build a Vibrational Chamber for Meditation and Entheogenic Journeys. It could be used for Yoga, Stretching and Massage aswell. I saw a very Strong and Clear visual of what it was to look like. Or maybe I was just in a Sacred Space on the Astral Plane. Either way, it was a Beautiful and Powerful vision.

During the 2nd track, I was ‘ONE with the Water’ then I was ‘ONE’ with the Elements of the Earth, then I was becoming ‘ONE’ with Fire, then I thought, “What is the forth?” And it started to slip away. Then I was taken to the Heavens. There was soooo much Majestic Beauty. At some point it all faded away. I was in such a deep state of peace when I saw her. A face appeared, all white with a silver gray contrast. She looked like she was ‘peeking’ from out of the darkness and smiling at me. IT FELT VERY FAMILIAR. I smiled right back at her. I knew who she was. She was my Spirit Guide, my Guardian Angel.

My first Solo Aya Journey was very rough, intense and rather unpleasant, but that is a whole other trip report. This, on the other hand, was very Gentle, Beautiful and Peaceful.

I am still in AWE.

I have decided that I am cutting way back on my Cannabis consumption. I have a lot more Reverence towards Cannabis since this happened. I might microdose daily, I am still contemplating that. I just know that casually getting high as often I have been, is a thing of the past.
 
I'm elated to hear that someone else has the same appreciation for this holy sacrament that I too now have after taking a series of long-ish breaks and returning with humungous doses. It truly is a powerful entheogen, but seems to be seen in a completely different light as a casual sort of thing, which is very well can be, but if one takes the time to meddle with the quick-building tolerance through abstinence, you're surely in for a wild ride.

Waiting to end my latest break until 7 to 8 months in with some nice nugs I grew awhile back, with the intention of having a sort of breakthrough experience like yours. It's ironic how many of my long time stoner friends completely do not realize the potential for it's deep immersive qualities. Abstinence truly does bring out the more visual character of Her, and a greatly shifted facility of perceptual organs to boot.

Look forward to connecting deeply with something I've worked with tirelessly for many years.

Give Thanx.

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