camakazi
RUN DMT
Well the title is a meaningless phrase that I've scribbled down almost without will for as long as I can remember. I dont know why or how this was repeated to many times, but now I do know what it means after a rather disturbing syncronicity in which it bounced out at me from every page and every scrap of paper I ever wrote it on.
If one is brave or foolish enough to consume that which they know will destroy the very sense of themselves and do so smilling with vigorous disregard to everything and everyone they've ever know and loved.. completely and utterly give themselves over to it... then the bargan might just be met, fulfilled and perhaps even burdened upon said truth seeker.
If knowledge is indeed power.. I'll gladly return my thumbs then slither back into the primordial soup and disassemble into nothing more than the amino acids that bubble around the suface waiting for the spark.
Its too much in the sense that its knowing the ultimate truth. Its not enough in the sense that its knowing everything and everything is all that there is, with nothing else outside of everything. I dont want to be a part of that, it scares me.
I feel sorry for God and for any unsuspecting microbe of a man thats had the chance to peer through its eyes.
Lets imagine you were for a second. You were God, the conscious force that binds existance itself. The sole creator and knower of everything in every dimension in the universe. How could you bare to look at it knowing it was just a reflection of yourself? Nothing would have meaning... unless there was a way to hide the truth from yourself, a way to forget.
The compound "the light" is the very thing that illuminates the strings and ruins the illusion.
Be careful
Remember to forget.. but keep in mind that whatever lies beyond is pue love, dont forget the love.
(As a practical joke of sorts, that very phrase has become the thing that constantly reminds me of it)
If one is brave or foolish enough to consume that which they know will destroy the very sense of themselves and do so smilling with vigorous disregard to everything and everyone they've ever know and loved.. completely and utterly give themselves over to it... then the bargan might just be met, fulfilled and perhaps even burdened upon said truth seeker.
If knowledge is indeed power.. I'll gladly return my thumbs then slither back into the primordial soup and disassemble into nothing more than the amino acids that bubble around the suface waiting for the spark.
Its too much in the sense that its knowing the ultimate truth. Its not enough in the sense that its knowing everything and everything is all that there is, with nothing else outside of everything. I dont want to be a part of that, it scares me.
I feel sorry for God and for any unsuspecting microbe of a man thats had the chance to peer through its eyes.
Lets imagine you were for a second. You were God, the conscious force that binds existance itself. The sole creator and knower of everything in every dimension in the universe. How could you bare to look at it knowing it was just a reflection of yourself? Nothing would have meaning... unless there was a way to hide the truth from yourself, a way to forget.
The compound "the light" is the very thing that illuminates the strings and ruins the illusion.
Be careful
Remember to forget.. but keep in mind that whatever lies beyond is pue love, dont forget the love.
(As a practical joke of sorts, that very phrase has become the thing that constantly reminds me of it)
